what should i do to ascend

[GerbertJohnson]

16 180cm barefoot
no friends most likely because i’m retarded and miserable. if i improve my looks i’ll be more confident, i dont like my colouring in certain lighting i look like an albino creature and my face is bloated nothing i’ve tried helped make me less bloated
what soft maxxes should i try

i can make my side profile look okay in selfies but at other times it can look pretty bad + when im not mewing like this

and this is what i mean by the colouring in some lightings

 

[nathan]

lose weight

 

[Malo66]

lose bodyfat