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Hey, i am in a bit of difficult situation at this point. I will try to explain in simple terms.
I am studying at college right now. Around 6-8 months ago i started to "bully" a foid, make false accusations against her and wrote about it and bragged on incel forums. I should have realized then how stupid i acted as i was caught completely off-guard by her somehow finding out everything i wrote on incels forums event though i had barely talked to her. Some other students had appearantly made fake accounts on incel forums and told her about it, took screenshots and sent it to her. It's also possible that this foid herself made an account there to see what i was doing.
It resulted in her reporting me for harassment (not sexual), to the management at campus. As a result i was placed on leave for months. As if that was not bad enough, the administration told me in a meeting that the foid either had reported me to the police or was planning to do so. They asked if i had heard anything from the police. I said no, as i have not heard anything. They responded that it implies that she may have not reported me to the police, or initially considered doing it but later changes plans. The administration even told me that it could be an indicator of good news.
The only thing is that i don't know how "good news" that i. Sometimes i have thought that it might be better if i actually GET reported to the police, as my life is shit right now. Maybe if she reports me to the police, and i am called in for an interrogation they would always ask for the motive and possibly be worried about me. I would tell them why i am doing this stuff, how i am driven by desperation of my shit life, lack of intimacy being one o the problems, etc. Then i could explain to them in a very clear and consider manner that the only way to make me stop having such thoughts, beliefs, etc. about foids is that i get a better life and get plastic surgery as well as testosterone and possibly other roids covered by he state. I actually have a report from a psychologist that recommend i get plastic surgery covered by the state, but GP refuses to help me getting it and is actively against it. Since i am not very rich, being able to afford plastic surgery, it might be the only way for me to "pressurize" the state into giving it to me plastic surgery and prescribed roids.
I mean i have nothing to lose. Being reported to the police won't make my life much worse than it already is.
Also, i am not allowed to contact that foid, do asking her to file a complaint against me to the police is not an option. I asked if the administration could advice her to file a complaint against me to the police, to which they said no. So i don't where i should go if i want to be reported to the police so i can actually get help to get a better life from the state, even i it has to be done by "pressurizing" the authorities.
What do you think? When one already has a shit life, one doesn't have much to lose by being reported to the police. On the contrary, it could possibly help by putting me in a negotiation position where i can forward my demands, possibly through my shrink by letting him warn the authorities of the short-term and possibly long-term consequences of inceldom, exclusion, etc. Since i let the psychologist forward my demands by talking to them as a professional and explaining the risks to them, they can't say this is a threat or attempt to coerce them as it's a professional's opinion/advice.
What should i do in this situation?
1. Should i try to get myself reported to the police?
2. If i should try to get myself reported to the police, how should i go forward as i am not allowed to contact her and the admin won't advice her to report me as they leave it to her choice.
I am studying at college right now. Around 6-8 months ago i started to "bully" a foid, make false accusations against her and wrote about it and bragged on incel forums. I should have realized then how stupid i acted as i was caught completely off-guard by her somehow finding out everything i wrote on incels forums event though i had barely talked to her. Some other students had appearantly made fake accounts on incel forums and told her about it, took screenshots and sent it to her. It's also possible that this foid herself made an account there to see what i was doing.
It resulted in her reporting me for harassment (not sexual), to the management at campus. As a result i was placed on leave for months. As if that was not bad enough, the administration told me in a meeting that the foid either had reported me to the police or was planning to do so. They asked if i had heard anything from the police. I said no, as i have not heard anything. They responded that it implies that she may have not reported me to the police, or initially considered doing it but later changes plans. The administration even told me that it could be an indicator of good news.
The only thing is that i don't know how "good news" that i. Sometimes i have thought that it might be better if i actually GET reported to the police, as my life is shit right now. Maybe if she reports me to the police, and i am called in for an interrogation they would always ask for the motive and possibly be worried about me. I would tell them why i am doing this stuff, how i am driven by desperation of my shit life, lack of intimacy being one o the problems, etc. Then i could explain to them in a very clear and consider manner that the only way to make me stop having such thoughts, beliefs, etc. about foids is that i get a better life and get plastic surgery as well as testosterone and possibly other roids covered by he state. I actually have a report from a psychologist that recommend i get plastic surgery covered by the state, but GP refuses to help me getting it and is actively against it. Since i am not very rich, being able to afford plastic surgery, it might be the only way for me to "pressurize" the state into giving it to me plastic surgery and prescribed roids.
I mean i have nothing to lose. Being reported to the police won't make my life much worse than it already is.
Also, i am not allowed to contact that foid, do asking her to file a complaint against me to the police is not an option. I asked if the administration could advice her to file a complaint against me to the police, to which they said no. So i don't where i should go if i want to be reported to the police so i can actually get help to get a better life from the state, even i it has to be done by "pressurizing" the authorities.
What do you think? When one already has a shit life, one doesn't have much to lose by being reported to the police. On the contrary, it could possibly help by putting me in a negotiation position where i can forward my demands, possibly through my shrink by letting him warn the authorities of the short-term and possibly long-term consequences of inceldom, exclusion, etc. Since i let the psychologist forward my demands by talking to them as a professional and explaining the risks to them, they can't say this is a threat or attempt to coerce them as it's a professional's opinion/advice.
What should i do in this situation?
1. Should i try to get myself reported to the police?
2. If i should try to get myself reported to the police, how should i go forward as i am not allowed to contact her and the admin won't advice her to report me as they leave it to her choice.
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