What should I do

[BlackMesh]

I’m 14 and literally never held a woman hand mean while my fat ass friend with a nct straight out of hell got at least 5 ex’s I mean when I look at my self in the mirror I don’t even find myself that bad like minimum mtn but I never got an girl attention, in terms of family im doomed they do literally everything to make me ugly for some reason honestly I think a lot about kms what should I do

 

[Uuatapoiemm]

I’m 14 and literally never held a woman hand mean while my fat ass friend with a nct straight out of hell got at least 5 ex’s I mean when I look at my self in the mirror I don’t even find myself that bad like minimum mtn but I never got an girl attention, in terms of family im doomed they do literally everything to make me ugly for some reason honestly I think a lot about kms what should I do

same at 16

 

[BlackMesh]

same at 16