Jesus_ist_König
ppl are happier when I'm not around
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Its got to the point where I realize that I cant even hold an online conversation. What the fuck. I get blocked or no response. I dont know anymore. My last option is hanging out with my classmates yet I dont think that they would even want to hang out with me. Im very surprised. I didnt know that it was that bad. I just dont know how to make friends. I feel so retarded man. I know how it feels like. It feels like talking to walls and hoping that suddendly they turn into a door and u can go through. That is friendship. But they never turn into doors, they always stay walls one cant pass. I was thinking, why hardmaxx, hardmaxx here, hardmaxx there, but im realizing that it may be the only option to have friends. A guy from my Church wrote me, u dont need to hardmaxx, God loves your looks, I know that God loves my looks, but ppl dont. I want to at least have friends. I dont want to be alone anymore.
I only fucking exist when people are bored
I only fucking exist when people are bored

