Lonenely sigma
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Firstly, some background. I got blackout drunk in september last year on a school trip and I said some depressed and blackpilled af stuff. It sounds quite autistic ik, and it is in a way. I was sent to a school therapist and I was there until just recently. She is a good woman but an EXTREMELY bluepilled one, and talking with her about blackpill proofs made her think that I suffered from "obsessive personality disorder" or whatever the fuck she told me jfl.
That being said, we agreed that I can function completely normally, that meaning I am not a social outcast nor do I in any other way show my "obsessive thoughts" aka blackpill, and she allowed me to stop going to her... until she decided to bring my parents with me for whatever reason. Now, my parents knew about my blackpill beliefs and they accepted them bc I am functioning completely normally with them, but once they saw how much she couldn't change my mind with those empty good-sounding liberal sentences, they got worried too.
Afterwards, we stopped going there altogether. I continued to talk with my parents and I told them how, if I manage to earn enough money by the time I am around 24, and if my beliefs don't change, how I am going to do surgeries, and they just lost it. My dad told me how he would commit suicide if I did that bc apparently I would commit suicide by doing that too.
My dad never said anything like that before. He is a very positive person all the time, and this means that what I said really went too far in their eyes. I doubt he would really do it but ofc no way in hell am I doing it if there is any chance of that happening. That being said, I lost the biggest motivation for moneymaxxing and a big one in my life in general. What would u do in my situation?
That being said, we agreed that I can function completely normally, that meaning I am not a social outcast nor do I in any other way show my "obsessive thoughts" aka blackpill, and she allowed me to stop going to her... until she decided to bring my parents with me for whatever reason. Now, my parents knew about my blackpill beliefs and they accepted them bc I am functioning completely normally with them, but once they saw how much she couldn't change my mind with those empty good-sounding liberal sentences, they got worried too.
Afterwards, we stopped going there altogether. I continued to talk with my parents and I told them how, if I manage to earn enough money by the time I am around 24, and if my beliefs don't change, how I am going to do surgeries, and they just lost it. My dad told me how he would commit suicide if I did that bc apparently I would commit suicide by doing that too.
My dad never said anything like that before. He is a very positive person all the time, and this means that what I said really went too far in their eyes. I doubt he would really do it but ofc no way in hell am I doing it if there is any chance of that happening. That being said, I lost the biggest motivation for moneymaxxing and a big one in my life in general. What would u do in my situation?
