DieVoGel6949
Autistic truecel
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DieVoGel lore (very interesting please read):
From my personal experience I've either been to low or to high inhib. In my high inhib life which was me till the age of 12 I was always afraid to talk to people and stayed away from everything in life. In this way of life I had a rather boring but really stress free life. I had no standards to fulfill and could just go my own way but I never had real contact with people.
When I became low inhib at 12 I started approaching people more. I was way more talkative and wild and was always looking for girls or friends. I always used to do the stupidest shit for attention or recognition. I did however get attention from girls as well but it was mostly negative. Most girls found me weird and even a bit creepy but some were attracted to me.
When I turned 16 I got tired of jestermaxxing while being low inhib so I slowly started to turn high inhib again. I think the turning point for me was losing my virginity and my friends becoming total dickheads which me losing my virginity was kind of the goal. Now that I'm back at my old ways I do feel kind of lonely but much more free and stress free. I don't feel like people and other things live rent free in my head and that I can focus on myself.
Imo I prefer high inhib although low inhib has it's benefits. I think there should be a balance between the two but since I'm a fucking autist I can't find balance in the extremes.
From my personal experience I've either been to low or to high inhib. In my high inhib life which was me till the age of 12 I was always afraid to talk to people and stayed away from everything in life. In this way of life I had a rather boring but really stress free life. I had no standards to fulfill and could just go my own way but I never had real contact with people.
When I became low inhib at 12 I started approaching people more. I was way more talkative and wild and was always looking for girls or friends. I always used to do the stupidest shit for attention or recognition. I did however get attention from girls as well but it was mostly negative. Most girls found me weird and even a bit creepy but some were attracted to me.
When I turned 16 I got tired of jestermaxxing while being low inhib so I slowly started to turn high inhib again. I think the turning point for me was losing my virginity and my friends becoming total dickheads which me losing my virginity was kind of the goal. Now that I'm back at my old ways I do feel kind of lonely but much more free and stress free. I don't feel like people and other things live rent free in my head and that I can focus on myself.
Imo I prefer high inhib although low inhib has it's benefits. I think there should be a balance between the two but since I'm a fucking autist I can't find balance in the extremes.
