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Deleted member 39
The Inferior
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There's a collage of pics in a frame right above my bed of childhood pictures. It's a gift my sister made when I was like 12 or so. It shows pics of me, but in a few pics there's my sister and my dad in it.
It's a wake up moment. Time passes by so fast. Life's extremely short and I've learned from the mistakes my dad has made.
He married.
I should have mad respect for him because he's gone through a lot of shit but kept his cool. He has a very rational view on life and calculates how many more cars he needs to buy until he dies etc.
Recently I've seen extreme signs of aging, wrinkles and sagging skin which is depressing to see. It literally shows that his life doesn't get better from this point on.
Why am I here crying about miniscule shit such as the lack of 10cm more length in my limbs while my grandfathers were in battlefields and still raised 7 children and while my father got divorce raped and managed to maintain a great life afterwards nevertheless.
It's over for pussified men like myself.
Turned into a pathetic piece of shit by my own incompetence and internet culture.
I have no stories to tell.
It's a wake up moment. Time passes by so fast. Life's extremely short and I've learned from the mistakes my dad has made.
He married.
I should have mad respect for him because he's gone through a lot of shit but kept his cool. He has a very rational view on life and calculates how many more cars he needs to buy until he dies etc.
Recently I've seen extreme signs of aging, wrinkles and sagging skin which is depressing to see. It literally shows that his life doesn't get better from this point on.
Why am I here crying about miniscule shit such as the lack of 10cm more length in my limbs while my grandfathers were in battlefields and still raised 7 children and while my father got divorce raped and managed to maintain a great life afterwards nevertheless.
It's over for pussified men like myself.
Turned into a pathetic piece of shit by my own incompetence and internet culture.
I have no stories to tell.