What's the point?

[spongebob]

I dont see the point in trying. There's nothing of value around me. Nothing that I want. Every interaction ends in dissapointment. All the people around me are low value. I dont see any point in even trying anymore.

Im tired. Im starting to become bitter.
The only realistic way to solve all of this is move to a completely new place with a new job and start all over. Besides that, there's no use.

Every girl here is ugly. I could've gotten hot girls but their characters were horrible. Never felt attraction. I dont even want sex. I just want company. The loneliness is making me numb.
Finding friends is also impossible. The people here are so shallow and low of value. It's of no use.

I dont know what to do. I have nothing that triggers or motivates me. Life is empty.

Tldr: I feel apathy towards everything.

 

[Vermilioncore]

Then just end it cuck, what’s the big deal

 

[nathan]