
Acquiescence
#1 Oofy Doofy Jestermaxxer
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For me:
- Wake up to the sound of a shrill alarm
- Immediately feel a massive cortisol spike flood my body; yet another day in hell comprised of wageslaving, shit looks, and managing a laundry list of physical and mental health ailments
- Lay in bed for a bit, contemplate the rope
- Remember next year’s trimax + implants gamble; need to pad my savings for that, so not today Mr Rope
- Force myself up and go through my morning routine with what little scraps of life energy I can still muster, knocking out all my softmaxxing routines for the day
- Drive on in to work, blasting edm and crushing white monster to brace for the day’s laborious toil and concentrated stress
- Heavily disassociate to get through the work day, pure spite and anger and exasperation pulling me through; hold back tears when I witness my subhumanity in the mirror while washing up in the break room over the lunch hour
- Clock out, drive on home, either stopping to get a rush of dopamine from a rotation of my favorite hogwashed mcslop takeout places, or making a low effort meal at home
- Collapse into my bed and intermittently sleep / bedrot till it’s time to get up and do it all over again
When the weekend comes, replace work with more LDAR, occasionally interspersed with my favorite copes (movies, music, long walks and drives throughout the city, and other things of that nature), or, every now and then, NTmaxxing side quests with friends and family
If surgery goes well, I don’t really anticipate any of this changing at all except for feeling slightly better during the day to day grind, and an additional boon of a modestly better social life and ONS with LTBs on weekends
Rinse and repeat till retirement, ropemaxxing, or death
Livin’ the dream folks
- Wake up to the sound of a shrill alarm
- Immediately feel a massive cortisol spike flood my body; yet another day in hell comprised of wageslaving, shit looks, and managing a laundry list of physical and mental health ailments
- Lay in bed for a bit, contemplate the rope
- Remember next year’s trimax + implants gamble; need to pad my savings for that, so not today Mr Rope
- Force myself up and go through my morning routine with what little scraps of life energy I can still muster, knocking out all my softmaxxing routines for the day
- Drive on in to work, blasting edm and crushing white monster to brace for the day’s laborious toil and concentrated stress
- Heavily disassociate to get through the work day, pure spite and anger and exasperation pulling me through; hold back tears when I witness my subhumanity in the mirror while washing up in the break room over the lunch hour
- Clock out, drive on home, either stopping to get a rush of dopamine from a rotation of my favorite hogwashed mcslop takeout places, or making a low effort meal at home
- Collapse into my bed and intermittently sleep / bedrot till it’s time to get up and do it all over again
When the weekend comes, replace work with more LDAR, occasionally interspersed with my favorite copes (movies, music, long walks and drives throughout the city, and other things of that nature), or, every now and then, NTmaxxing side quests with friends and family
If surgery goes well, I don’t really anticipate any of this changing at all except for feeling slightly better during the day to day grind, and an additional boon of a modestly better social life and ONS with LTBs on weekends
Rinse and repeat till retirement, ropemaxxing, or death
Livin’ the dream folks