When and how have you got aware of the blackpill?

[DarknLost]

Title.


For me,ever since I got rejected and ignored so many times by girls, one day the thought came to my mind that the problem might be my looks,because I have seen dumber and heartless,yet better looking guys get compliments and noticed everyday by them in society. Unfortunetly I wasn’t totally sure the problem was my looks yet,still a bluepilled cuck brainwashed by normies and YouTube videos,saying personality matters more.
“Just be more confident bro!”
“Just be more mysterious bro!”
I believed all this total bullshit,so now I tried to play the personality game. Guess what? Nothing changed lol. I still got ignored and treated like shit. After some time passed while being depressed,I got to know Elliot Rodger’s story. I was already interested in mass murderers by then,so I looked into his story deeper. When the term “incel” came up,it got my attention. Never heard this before. Then as the time went,I got to know what it is and discovered incels.is and this site. As I read into a bunch of people’s rejection stories and all the blackpill threads,I got to finally wake up and realize it’s all about the looks.

 

[NickGurr]

over for us youngcels

 

[Deleted member 483]

Officially about a year ago, but i've always sort of been aware of the basics of blackpill, pretty much ever since high school. I just coped with video games for long then at some point they stopped being entertaining, something switched in my brain. Then I started hardcore self improvement, I. dropped everything I had, even switched my uni course etc. Improvement is what only gives me dopamine now

 

[712127]

I was like 16, after getting 0 attention from chicks i wondered what was up and yeah google did the rest

 

[fobos]

I am not going to read that

 

[DarknLost]

I am not going to read that

 

[nattycel]

Blackpill will find you sooner or later

 

[Sizzurp]

didnt read man... i do got new gifs tho added to my database

 

[Deleted member 616]

There were some blackpill moments during my formative years but I chose to ignore them, believing that it was all about personality and confidence. My initiation to blackpill was escortcelling because I started to ask myself why I never got to fuck such hot women for free. Then the more I tried to "improve myself", the more I learned about my flaws. And FaceandLMS' Videos are the the straw that broke the camel's back.

 

[fobos]

Why u doxxing my pics

 

[SikKunt]

What blackpilled me were FACEandLMS' videos about how much looks matter, bingewatched all his vids and boom now I'm an "evil misogynistic inkel"

 

[ElliotRodgerJr]

I got bullied from kindergarten till beginning of highschool, mainly for my looks and beta behaviour. Had zero friends till 15. By the time I discovered the blackpill at 16 I was already naturally blackpilled.

 

[Sizzurp]

I got bullied from kindergarten till beginning of highschool, mainly for my looks and beta behaviour. Had zero friends till 15. By the time I discovered the blackpill at 16 I was already naturally blackpilled.

 

[ElliotRodgerJr]

You got me crying fam

 

[Insomniac]

I was redpilled before I was blackpilled, I thought being alpha and confident was what foids liked in men.

An autist trying to act alpha and confident is nothing but a joke though.

 

[Sizzurp]

You got me crying fam

Ayy man school for me was a joke, highschool was full with dudes the last 2 years, College all dudes. then left for 4/5 years tried again took my dumbass to mostly a all girl school and got kicked out again...i never knew how it was to be in class with girls it been so long.. then i got kicked out.

let me tell you tho brah im gladd i got kicked out that was the worst thing i could do to my self.. but it gave me the oppertunity to improve my self and im not far off, your still young do the same thing.. Dont waste time.

 

[ElliotRodgerJr]

Ayy man school for me was a joke, highschool was full with dudes the last 2 years, College all dudes. then left for 4/5 years tried again took my dumbass to mostly a all girl school and got kicked out again...i never knew how it was to be in class with girls it been so long.. then i got kicked out.

let me tell you tho brah im gladd i got kicked out that was the worst thing i could do to my self.. but it gave me the oppertunity to improve my self and im not far off, your still young do the same thing.. Dont waste time.

Damn got the opposite thing going on. Mostly girls in my class and all my friends are girls as well, I suppose I'd get called a beta orbiter for saying that here. It's actually kinda funny getting the blackpill reinforced by them daily. Either way I'm not bullied anymore since I manned up, although I have to say, bullying in EE where I'm from and the UK (western europe in general) is helluva difference. In EE kids would get beat to half death and the teacher would barely care, here it's like the student's life is ruined if he gets caught bullying. So maybe the reason why I don't get bullied here is my background.

Are you British or American? You use london slang ocassionaly but your use of college is the American meaning isn't it?

 

[Sizzurp]

Damn got the opposite thing going on. Mostly girls in my class and all my friends are girls as well, I suppose I'd get called a beta orbiter for saying that here. It's actually kinda funny getting the blackpill reinforced by them daily. Either way I'm not bullied anymore since I manned up, although I have to say, bullying in EE where I'm from and the UK (western europe in general) is helluva difference. In EE kids would get beat to half death and the teacher would barely care, here it's like the student's life is ruined if he gets caught bullying. So maybe the reason why I don't get bullied here is my background.

Are you British or American? You use london slang ocassionaly but your use of college is the American meaning isn't it?

Interesting, If you dont give them any attention or just do your shit and leave, youre not a beta orbitter, if you constantly want to see where you stand with her and try but she keeps denying you but you just keep hoping is the worst you can do, someone here does that im not gonna name who pretty much a beta male trait,

ye getting bullied that used to happen allot to me in high school but thats a long time ago, i transformed my self ever since and made sure no one fucks with me, you have to earn respect and allot of learning you have to do atleast for me i was not good socially had to learn all of it and understand principles.

And indeed, i use British and American slang

 

[Soulsmaxx]

Title.


For me,ever since I got rejected and ignored so many times by girls, one day the thought came to my mind that the problem might be my looks,because I have seen dumber and heartless,yet better looking guys get compliments and noticed everyday by them in society. Unfortunetly I wasn’t totally sure the problem was my looks yet,still a bluepilled cuck brainwashed by normies and YouTube videos,saying personality matters more.
“Just be more confident bro!”
“Just be more mysterious bro!”
I believed all this total bullshit,so now I tried to play the personality game. Guess what? Nothing changed lol. I still got ignored and treated like shit. After some time passed while being depressed,I got to know Elliot Rodger’s story. I was already interested in mass murderers by then,so I looked into his story deeper. When the term “incel” came up,it got my attention. Never heard this before. Then as the time went,I got to know what it is and discovered incels.is and this site. As I read into a bunch of people’s rejection stories and all the blackpill threads,I got to finally wake up and realize it’s all about the looks.

A lack of satisfaction for me. I started off real young at 13 with redpilled channels like alpha m or teaching mens fashion. Never had an issue with females really but I'm dissatisfied with my own appearance greatly, which led to me finding this site

 

[ElliotRodgerJr]

Interesting, If you dont give them any attention or just do your shit and leave, youre not a beta orbitter, if you constantly want to see where you stand with her and try but she keeps denying you but you just keep hoping is the worst you can do, someone here does that im not gonna name who pretty much a beta male trait,

I'm borderline insulting them sometimes tbh, I speak to them the same way I speak here. Tbh might get me in trouble one day.

 

[Sizzurp]

I'm borderline insulting them sometimes tbh, I speak to them the same way I speak here. Tbh might get me in trouble one day.

If you can back up your words. they cant do shit. I got tested so much i know every single one in the book knowledge beats everything man, Never show your weakness or strengths i keep that hidden, so should you. It took very long for me to gather allot of things that help me along till this day, And just keep wanting to learn everyday.

This might sound like pointless advice but once day it will comes it handy, this is what i say when i learn something new, '' it might not payoff today, it might not pay off next week or next month, But it will do someday''.

 

[SHARK]

I knew I was ugly since I was 7

 

[PowerLevelCel]

I discovered the blackpill when I was 17 through incels.is, which I discovered after watching ER's videos.

 

[Vitruvian]

blackpilled a last month tbh. i hooked up with an ugly chick after nofap for 2 weeks then no fap made me really horny so i asked a hot chick out at the gym and she ghosted my subhuman ass. i've always been low inhib, and NT but then i realized none of that shit matters. now im here cause hideous