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realize how important looks were before you read about it and looked at videos online?
 
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at the age of 8 cuz i was close friends with best looking guy in the school
 
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When I was 5 or 6
 
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I was 15 years old and people thought i was lying about my age because my body didn’t undergo puberty until at least 3 months later.

It really made me realize how bad things were for me.
 
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Middle school
 
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2020 18 when I watched a faceandlms video I blame it all on him
 
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about 5-6 when the tallest, blonde kid that had developed faster than other kids took my girlfriend at the time.
 
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I didn’t become self aware in general until like 17 lol. Was too autistic to even look at girls before then
 
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about 5-6 when the tallest, blonde kid that had developed faster than other kids took my girlfriend at the time.
You mog 90% of the forum at 5 yrs old
 
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When I came into this shithole we call earth
 
i have been studying looks since i was a baby. i remember drawing chad faces when i was 3
 
realize how important looks were before you read about it and looked at videos online?
When i was 7.5 years old and starting third grade, and some med brown black pretty boy kid , came to our class, and in one days all the girls wanted him and all the boys wanted to hangout with him. And i he started school 4 days late and some girl literally i don't want sit next to starmasta miss hollins can zaihim seat next to me instead.
 
highschool freshmen year my twink asianmaxxed clothes asian freind got asked out all the time when I was near him but then again I had a buzzcut , fat and I wore whatever my mom made me wear which set me up for failure on everything especially self confidence and social skills.
 
~8 when i started getting called ugly and told i would never get a gf (lmfao literally a toddler getting brutalized).
 
At the age of 5 back in 99 when boys and girls alike started making ewww sounds towards me and just overall made me like shit in addition to a outsider.

Another situation that cemented it for me is when a girl said am so ugly I should off myself.
 
maybe nine or ten years old when i seen my peers that looked better than me use their looks to get ahead of me. i was also bullied for being ugly in school from five years old to twelve years old (when i left public school to go to online school), but that didn't really make me realize looks mattered, because i just thought i was the ugliest in the world, so it only was bad for me.
 
I’ve always been very self conscious about looks and shit. In early primary school I was aware that this blonde fashionmaxxed prettyboy was more popular due to these factors. In 2011-2012 I was a Leonardo DiCaprio fan and wanted to look like him. I started fashionmaxxing at 12-13, and self-aware of my face at 16.
 

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