when i have a lot of social conversation i become low inhib

[swt]

when i’m in observer mode (everyday) i’m usually high inhib and a anxious pussy

but magically, when i have a long interaction with someone, i guess i let out all the cares in the word thru my world and i magically get low inhib as fuck, idk how having conversations has any connection to it but it just does, i could honestly go and beat a random homeless guy out the street after a simple conversation,

i assume it’s because i always feel like i’m being judged and watched, but when i have a conversation where i’m laughing with someone i remember that there’s people who actually accept me and not everything i do is being constantly observed

idk, anyone relate or know anything about it?

 

[swt]

bump

 

[swt]

also i feel completely different too, my body feels more loose and i feel free as fuck

even if it’s a long conversation with a lot of laughter with my MOM, doesn’t matter who

just any positive conversation that makes me feel like i’m accepted i stop caring

 

[ey88]

Same, one I get into the groove I’m low inhib

 

[swt]

Same, one I get into the groove I’m low inhib

any ideas on why that happens?

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Nice bro

 

[RealNinja]

You are probably an extrovert, which means you gain energy from socializing. Even if you think you aren’t because of abused dog syndrome. I used to be fat and ugly and spent a lot of time alone and thought I was introverted but I’m really an extrovert.

If I’m at the gym and have a good laugh with one of my buddies, when I go to hit the next set I feel more motivated and push harder.

 

[longjohnmong]

You are probably an extrovert, which means you gain energy from socializing

this is a dumb foid definition that some fat tumblr lesbian made up

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

when i’m in observer mode (everyday) i’m usually high inhib and a anxious pussy

but magically, when i have a long interaction with someone, i guess i let out all the cares in the word thru my world and i magically get low inhib as fuck, idk how having conversations has any connection to it but it just does, i could honestly go and beat a random homeless guy out the street after a simple conversation,

i assume it’s because i always feel like i’m being judged and watched, but when i have a conversation where i’m laughing with someone i remember that there’s people who actually accept me and not everything i do is being constantly observed

idk, anyone relate or know anything about it?

Yes it's true I need to be activated by my NT goons