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i got into pua by a random forum where someone asked how to attract women, then someone mentioned juggler and mystery, i googled them, i found The Game by neil strauss read it all (one of the few books that ive read all of its pages, was a good read ngl) and i thought i discoveced the secret to female attraction and that all pussy would be mine
so short story i found about rsd after from this youtuber eliot hussle (i thought they were even bigger than mystery etc) but i was in a dilemma about which school is better, i wanted to read mystery method but it seemed too much for me and not applicable in my demographic etc, so i gave rsd a chance
lol, i searched in rsd forums whos the best rsd instructor and the general consensus was that julien had the best game, was the most dark triad and manipulative kind of a bad boy, so he intrugied me and i got obsessed with this man, i admired him and he became a role model for me
i remember i was gathering money to buy all of his 3 main programms, Shift, Pimp and Tengame and i thought that i would become a god by studying them all
at the time i was hanging out with my good irl freinds and going out and having fun, i remember myself even instructing them how to talk to girls etc , ME WHO HAD 7 INTERACTIONS WITH GIRLS AT SOME POINT, looks were so secondary to me and it was like "i will master my game with the help of julien, improve my looks with orthodontics, go to the gym and become a player that will reach 1k laycount before his 25 " xxdddXDDD
skipping details and some events, i wanted to legitimately buy those programs myself , so i would spend money on them so i would not give up on them and invest my time, but i couldnt wait any longer so i downloaded all of them 3 with torrents and i started watching on Shift which was instructed to be studied first
anyway a lot of stuff happened after, at a point i got into Pimp and half a week before going to a trip with my high school, i wanted to approach atleast 1 girl in a club but it didnt end well (another big story nvm)
fun fact before i get completely blackpilled and accept the things as how they are, i thought rsd wouldnt work so i found myself obsessing with this guy JMULV pickup and his friend sonny, i both browsed sluthate and watching jmulv at the same time, (i wasnt much into psl theories at that point , i believed people overeacted etc) , i thought jmulv rly had a 1k laycount and he was ugly af, now i know that if he ever got laid it was because his giant height and also he was fucking ugly low quality girls nvm thats another thing
so to conclude, when i was an rsd fan, objectively someone could say that i was deluded af and its true that i was, but do i regret it? hell no, it was easily my happiest timeline of my life so far. everything seemed so simple and bright, i listened at the best and most fresh music, i had friends, i went out with them. i approached girls different in my mind, it was something else..i still admire julien and like him despite him being a quack, i liked him the most out of the rsd crue and for sure he was my fav pua,
overall it was good times, i expect dn rds or 0 replies but this thread just goes to my personal blog collection , maybe someone was like me too
so short story i found about rsd after from this youtuber eliot hussle (i thought they were even bigger than mystery etc) but i was in a dilemma about which school is better, i wanted to read mystery method but it seemed too much for me and not applicable in my demographic etc, so i gave rsd a chance
lol, i searched in rsd forums whos the best rsd instructor and the general consensus was that julien had the best game, was the most dark triad and manipulative kind of a bad boy, so he intrugied me and i got obsessed with this man, i admired him and he became a role model for me
i remember i was gathering money to buy all of his 3 main programms, Shift, Pimp and Tengame and i thought that i would become a god by studying them all
at the time i was hanging out with my good irl freinds and going out and having fun, i remember myself even instructing them how to talk to girls etc , ME WHO HAD 7 INTERACTIONS WITH GIRLS AT SOME POINT, looks were so secondary to me and it was like "i will master my game with the help of julien, improve my looks with orthodontics, go to the gym and become a player that will reach 1k laycount before his 25 " xxdddXDDD
skipping details and some events, i wanted to legitimately buy those programs myself , so i would spend money on them so i would not give up on them and invest my time, but i couldnt wait any longer so i downloaded all of them 3 with torrents and i started watching on Shift which was instructed to be studied first
anyway a lot of stuff happened after, at a point i got into Pimp and half a week before going to a trip with my high school, i wanted to approach atleast 1 girl in a club but it didnt end well (another big story nvm)
fun fact before i get completely blackpilled and accept the things as how they are, i thought rsd wouldnt work so i found myself obsessing with this guy JMULV pickup and his friend sonny, i both browsed sluthate and watching jmulv at the same time, (i wasnt much into psl theories at that point , i believed people overeacted etc) , i thought jmulv rly had a 1k laycount and he was ugly af, now i know that if he ever got laid it was because his giant height and also he was fucking ugly low quality girls nvm thats another thing
so to conclude, when i was an rsd fan, objectively someone could say that i was deluded af and its true that i was, but do i regret it? hell no, it was easily my happiest timeline of my life so far. everything seemed so simple and bright, i listened at the best and most fresh music, i had friends, i went out with them. i approached girls different in my mind, it was something else..i still admire julien and like him despite him being a quack, i liked him the most out of the rsd crue and for sure he was my fav pua,
overall it was good times, i expect dn rds or 0 replies but this thread just goes to my personal blog collection , maybe someone was like me too
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