
SpearsDaJosh
losercel
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- Apr 11, 2025
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i (M16) have a shitty life. all i do is sit at home listen to music and feel sorry for myself. i eat like shit i am a disgusting sub 5 moid with no appeal no psl NO BONES had a girlfriend recently i loved her so much and after 2 months nearly of dating she dumps me out of nowhere leaves my normie ass with no reason really just a "cant do it" and i think this was a breaking point. also found out she was embarassed of me and didn't actually have any feelings despite her being the one who asked me out?!?!?! but i've accepted already that shes gone but thats only one thing. i live in a poor family we can hardly pay rent my dad is a drug dealer my brothers do nothing but sit inside just like me. my dad hates me and picks on me primarily due to the fact i was a mistake and wasn't meant to be born. i do shit in school i'll probably leave with barely any important qualifications. it feels like my own 'friends' don't even like me anymore and i'm just brought out for them to laugh at. i'm just losing everything, i'm currently sat here with blood dripping down my wrist typing this out trying not to break down and wake up my dad and have him come in and call me a faggot and tell me to "harm myself more quietly" i am a low tier normie with NOTHING with NO ONE all i've done for my summer holidays is sit inside and play dead by daylight and feel worse playing that and shit post on twitter just for my friends to call me a freak and weirdo for using twitter as my vent. i also can't get a job i have NO CV and any decent job that's close by you need to be 18 and i cant survive like this for another month never mind 2 YEARS. i'm on the dying urge to give up and hopefully reincarnate as a wealthy good looking boy who isn't a nerdy disgusting fat low tier normie loser. is it time to hang up the gloves ??