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errant

errant

i have Borderline Personality Disorder
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i dont know where i belong

im not incel neet looksmaxxer normie anything

im lost and i want to escape

i dont want to ruin my progress by doing drugs, the only thing that would help is like oculus quest games.

is drugs really the only way to escape this boring world
 
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i will drink alcohol today
 
vr headset is so real.

you’ll have to figure it out yourself buddy. thats the journey of life. i think few of us here are actual incels.
 
weed reset my character and makes me go into a new vessel so if i smoke weed then ill probably turn insecure again but rn im okay with my looks and shit im just depressed so if i smoke weed i dont want to ruin my progress by becoming insecure again like i heavily was

also i need to try LSD and if i try cocaine i know for a fact i will become addicted because i love molly and cocaine is jusgt straight puire molly and confidence so i will never do it because it will ruin me and then i want to try hallucigenics but i dontt want an ego death cuz i want to die like i dont want to trick my brain into actually wanting to stay on earth its so boring and i always see hippies like talk after shrrooms bro they seem like brainwashed almost its like they have no brain and they just lett the mushrooms talk for them so its like i dont wanna do that either and i quit smoking
 
do snus don’t drink. drinking is the worst

i get nic sick very easily i threw up on like 3 cigs and i think its because when my ex broke up with me i smoked through a pack of 20 every 2 days i would pop them like skittles
 
i get nic sick very easily i threw up on like 3 cigs and i think its because when my ex broke up with me i smoked through a pack of 20 every 2 days i would pop them like skittles
bitches always have to ruin my addiction free streak. smoked weed for a while but stopped.

now i just megadose snus since i alr have tolerance. good thing abt snus is that when you actually get a kick from it you really calm down.
 
bitches always have to ruin my addiction free streak. smoked weed for a while but stopped.

now i just megadose snus since i alr have tolerance. good thing abt snus is that when you actually get a kick from it you really calm down.

i like the 15 sec buzz from smoking nottt the calming effects i like feels euphoric i can handle being stressed i just schizo in my own mind so like thats the thing smoking calms u down i need something that will make me feel something i might just start doing md in my room and play games
 
bitches always have to ruin my addiction free streak. smoked weed for a while but stopped.

now i just megadose snus since i alr have tolerance. good thing abt snus is that when you actually get a kick from it you really calm down.

hxh goated omg i want new season sososos bad :blackpill::soy::soy::soy:
 
i like the 15 sec buzz from smoking nottt the calming effects i like feels euphoric i can handle being stressed i just schizo in my own mind so like thats the thing smoking calms u down i need something that will make me feel something i might just start doing md in my room and play games
i am the other way around. like to get numb with shi so we are on the different side of the spectrums here
 
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i am the other way around. like to get numb with shi so we are on the different side of the spectrums here

i want to be isekai reincarnated like i want to be in fantasy video game cool giant monsters giant fucking scythe weapons i want to be in a game

but you want to escape u want numb like u wanna just sleep and neve4r wake up :feelshah:
 
i want to be isekai reincarnated like i want to be in fantasy video game cool giant monsters giant fucking scythe weapons i want to be in a game

but you want to escape u want numb like u wanna just sleep and neve4r wake up :feelshah:
my ego won’t allow me to escape. but yea i do just want to kick back and relax.

life is chill and all, i just get flashbacks from the past sometimes and dont wanna deal with it too much.

plus being fully sober can be boring asl
 
i dont know where i belong

im not incel neet looksmaxxer normie anything

im lost and i want to escape

i dont want to ruin my progress by doing drugs, the only thing that would help is like oculus quest games.

is drugs really the only way to escape this boring world
Come to church (not catholic)
 
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Come to church (not catholic)

i tried being Christian and its just cope

but satanism is kinda cringe like everything bad that happens is cuz of him so why would u worhsip him if ur vulnerbale because everything that ghappened is cuz of him anyways if you know you know

but i dont like being religious because heaven would be so boring i cant do anything fun i would have to be good boy :lul::lul::lul:😢
 
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i tried being Christian and its just cope

but satanism is kinda cringe like everything bad that happens is cuz of him so why would u worhsip him if ur vulnerbale because everything that ghappened is cuz of him anyways if you know you know

but i dont like being religious because heaven would be so boring i cant do anything fun i would have to be good boy :lul::lul::lul:😢
What church u tried?

Are you in the us?
 

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