Cliff_Maxxing
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First post on this site, though I've been observing for a while.
Some of the language people use to describe their dating/sex life is quite jarring tbh. The whole "slaying" thing, seeing women as 100% insects.
I definitely resonate with the sort of mask-off mindset; "Yes my main goal is to look hotter and get more friends/action/a hotter gf. Yes women are shallow." I've given up on trying to find a "wholesome" reason to looksmaxx, and when I interact with others I don't lie to myself; I know that I'm just trying to get laid or build platonic connections that will give me oxytocin/dopamine. To that extent most of what I say and do in the company of others feels like a performance.
It seems like some of the users here have really dove headfirst into that mindset, and I'm not judging, just curious as to what put them further down the pipeline and what has kept me back. I'm also wondering where on the pipeline (to which on the far end exists complete psychopathy/Patrick Bateman type worldview) I'd be happiest, regardless of if that specific worldview was more or less in-line with reality.
Anyways I'm 22 and ltn at best, maybe mdt though honestly my facial dysmorphia is so powerful that it really depends on the day. I'm white and 6' 0.5" so I'm not giving up just yet. Looking to get surgery for my jaw/chin/face, trying to fix my fucked up rosacea skin.
Some of the language people use to describe their dating/sex life is quite jarring tbh. The whole "slaying" thing, seeing women as 100% insects.
I definitely resonate with the sort of mask-off mindset; "Yes my main goal is to look hotter and get more friends/action/a hotter gf. Yes women are shallow." I've given up on trying to find a "wholesome" reason to looksmaxx, and when I interact with others I don't lie to myself; I know that I'm just trying to get laid or build platonic connections that will give me oxytocin/dopamine. To that extent most of what I say and do in the company of others feels like a performance.
It seems like some of the users here have really dove headfirst into that mindset, and I'm not judging, just curious as to what put them further down the pipeline and what has kept me back. I'm also wondering where on the pipeline (to which on the far end exists complete psychopathy/Patrick Bateman type worldview) I'd be happiest, regardless of if that specific worldview was more or less in-line with reality.
Anyways I'm 22 and ltn at best, maybe mdt though honestly my facial dysmorphia is so powerful that it really depends on the day. I'm white and 6' 0.5" so I'm not giving up just yet. Looking to get surgery for my jaw/chin/face, trying to fix my fucked up rosacea skin.
