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sleep is all fucked so ill keep it short i went psycho mode on my parents (broke dads phone wiped my moms whatsapp messages ,smoked in their bedroom at 2 am etc ) and they admitted me into a psych ward, two months of legit hell with 0 stimulation except other curries.. took the opp (nothing else to do anyway) to make friends with some old tailor who promised me hed make me an aligned suit one day, and another was a 27 yo schizo from the slums of delhi (rich af in reality) who had extreme scleral show but he had t20 eyes.
overall i thought i would get depressed and sui when i first got admitted (2 months in a small room ) as i had a screen time of 10 hours but after a while u get used to your irl setting, also legit saw a lot of seriously mentally ill people there ,, you whitoid cucks dont know how good you have it, if ur reading this rn and not starving and mentally sane ur living top 1 percent human experience.
the funny thing was i was escorted from my house without a shirt and they tied up my hands while i was watching arsenal vs west ham or some midtable club and escorted me to that place in an ambulance, i legit felt like ramirez when he got caught with his JD shirt except i was shirtless(long story) and the reception hall was empty cos it was 9 pm ( out visit closes at 7) . i so wanted to shout big deal rape always went with the territory ill see you in queensland (@inferiorpispot234 will get it)
and irl theory is legit one guy said i looked like a model and famous actor and i acted like i didnt know much about looks , didnt even look at the mirror those 2 months and only saw my face yesterday and legit ive gotten fatter from all the ambien, mood stabilisers and whatever other zog med they gave me but my cheekbones are popping insanely hard, i couldnt starvemax there unfortunately as going to bed hungry was just too much especially when ur in some shithole environment.
to tell the truth i didnt even care about looksmaxing the 2 months i was there maybe i was too depressed to care but atleast i feel stable now. tomorrow is my consultation w the psych doc there cause my mom dad cut the stay abruptly (was supposed to stay for 3 months only stayed for two) and they brought me out cos they missed me..
@7zyzz7 @Unlimited they threw away all the meds i had the fucking t3 progesterone dnp everything, its ok, this experience taught me im lucky to be typing this rn and life can get so much worse and that i should be grateful for three meals a day. ill be leanmaxing but slowly this time and with career in mind as i just ghosted my uni lmao.. have to discuss a lot w them now as well
overall i thought i would get depressed and sui when i first got admitted (2 months in a small room ) as i had a screen time of 10 hours but after a while u get used to your irl setting, also legit saw a lot of seriously mentally ill people there ,, you whitoid cucks dont know how good you have it, if ur reading this rn and not starving and mentally sane ur living top 1 percent human experience.
the funny thing was i was escorted from my house without a shirt and they tied up my hands while i was watching arsenal vs west ham or some midtable club and escorted me to that place in an ambulance, i legit felt like ramirez when he got caught with his JD shirt except i was shirtless(long story) and the reception hall was empty cos it was 9 pm ( out visit closes at 7) . i so wanted to shout big deal rape always went with the territory ill see you in queensland (@inferiorpispot234 will get it)
and irl theory is legit one guy said i looked like a model and famous actor and i acted like i didnt know much about looks , didnt even look at the mirror those 2 months and only saw my face yesterday and legit ive gotten fatter from all the ambien, mood stabilisers and whatever other zog med they gave me but my cheekbones are popping insanely hard, i couldnt starvemax there unfortunately as going to bed hungry was just too much especially when ur in some shithole environment.
to tell the truth i didnt even care about looksmaxing the 2 months i was there maybe i was too depressed to care but atleast i feel stable now. tomorrow is my consultation w the psych doc there cause my mom dad cut the stay abruptly (was supposed to stay for 3 months only stayed for two) and they brought me out cos they missed me..
@7zyzz7 @Unlimited they threw away all the meds i had the fucking t3 progesterone dnp everything, its ok, this experience taught me im lucky to be typing this rn and life can get so much worse and that i should be grateful for three meals a day. ill be leanmaxing but slowly this time and with career in mind as i just ghosted my uni lmao.. have to discuss a lot w them now as well
