
goobermaxxing17
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my life is so boring, no purpose everything is the same day in and day out, im going to graduate in a couple of weeks and all i can think of is that i have wasted 18 years of my life, i have no social accomplishments no real friends no parents that care about me no siblings no woman that will ever truly love me. when you look around and see people enjoying life bonding with each other while you have been cursed with walking all alone, but the thing i despise the most is that its not my fault i did not choose to be born to some fucked up parents, i did not choose to be placed in foster care , i did not choose to have bad looks while being ND.
and the fact that it becomes much harder finding friends and a partner after school haunts me, it really seems to be that i was destined to be alone i have tried reaching out to people trying to the best of my abilites to socialise but its not working i sense they think im weird and annoying no matter what i do, i have done everything in my power to improve my life but i simply cant beat the dissadvantages i was born to and given in life.
i honestly dont have hope that my life gets better not matter how hard i try, i have worked countless hours improving on the things that people get effortlessly yet i dont have anything to show for it. i honestly feel like giving up i have tried so hard but its not enough. the older i get and the more i try, the harder i work the more i begin to realise that it never began.
please help me
and the fact that it becomes much harder finding friends and a partner after school haunts me, it really seems to be that i was destined to be alone i have tried reaching out to people trying to the best of my abilites to socialise but its not working i sense they think im weird and annoying no matter what i do, i have done everything in my power to improve my life but i simply cant beat the dissadvantages i was born to and given in life.
i honestly dont have hope that my life gets better not matter how hard i try, i have worked countless hours improving on the things that people get effortlessly yet i dont have anything to show for it. i honestly feel like giving up i have tried so hard but its not enough. the older i get and the more i try, the harder i work the more i begin to realise that it never began.
please help me