
TrueNateJacobs
I just want to be beautiful
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I feel like girls have been the root of my problems my entire life.
Ever since i was like 7.
Always trying to impress them.
Always trying to win their validation.
Whenever there are only dudes around I feel so free.
I can just be myself and I don’t have to larp or NTmask
I have already maxxed out everything;
Social status
Body
NT
Face
Smell
Clothes
Personality
Humid
And i still haven’t gotten a girlfriend.
Decided to just kind of stop caring.
Still gonna looksmax.
Gonna go gym, eat healthy, do skincare, but other than that i couldn’t care less what happens.
I have been rejected so many times that i dont even really.
I just want to be myself again.
For the first time in a long time.
I wanna do silly things and stop having to jutt and squint when i walk down the hallway.
Life is so much easier when you don’t give a fuck how foids perceive you.
Gonna just let my beard and hair grow out.
No more haircuts cause who gives a shit.
Gonna stop going to parties.
Gonna just do this last year of school, keep my head down, graduate, enlist, then use that money to hardmax.
Im so sick and tired of just this fucking mask that im always putting up.
Im just gonna be myself this year consequences be damned.
If that approach gets me a girl, thats cool too. Whatever.
Honestly my cortisol feels much lower and i feel so much happier already.
Being a hermit is kind of awesome so far.
Wake up, school, gym, study, sleep.
Sounds so nice and simple.
Now im gonna go to bed and have sweet agartha dreams. Goodnight everyone.
I hope all of your truest dreams come true, even all of people that i disagree with.
Ever since i was like 7.
Always trying to impress them.
Always trying to win their validation.
Whenever there are only dudes around I feel so free.
I can just be myself and I don’t have to larp or NTmask
I have already maxxed out everything;
Social status
Body
NT
Face
Smell
Clothes
Personality
Humid
And i still haven’t gotten a girlfriend.
Decided to just kind of stop caring.
Still gonna looksmax.
Gonna go gym, eat healthy, do skincare, but other than that i couldn’t care less what happens.
I have been rejected so many times that i dont even really.
I just want to be myself again.
For the first time in a long time.
I wanna do silly things and stop having to jutt and squint when i walk down the hallway.
Life is so much easier when you don’t give a fuck how foids perceive you.
Gonna just let my beard and hair grow out.
No more haircuts cause who gives a shit.
Gonna stop going to parties.
Gonna just do this last year of school, keep my head down, graduate, enlist, then use that money to hardmax.
Im so sick and tired of just this fucking mask that im always putting up.
Im just gonna be myself this year consequences be damned.
If that approach gets me a girl, thats cool too. Whatever.
Honestly my cortisol feels much lower and i feel so much happier already.
Being a hermit is kind of awesome so far.
Wake up, school, gym, study, sleep.
Sounds so nice and simple.
Now im gonna go to bed and have sweet agartha dreams. Goodnight everyone.
I hope all of your truest dreams come true, even all of people that i disagree with.