Why am I expected to be good at everything and perform 100% at everything

[Evergreen]

people just want too much from me man i dont know how long i can take it

Im supposed to get A’s in school while im there 7 hours a day, my dad doesnt want to drive me anywhere because im ”too old” so I spend like 3 hours in the but every day, im getting new friends almost every day but i cant even hangout with Any of them because im training judo, BJJ and grappling every day and i also have to go to the gym atleast 3 times a week

Im also cutting weight for my BJJ youth national championships where im competing

I dont know if i can take this anymore ive already been on antipsychotics for almost 3 years and im thinking if it doesnt get better It would be best if it all just ended

@acm

 

[klip11]

No bjj for white brah in prison to keep Lamont Wilson from getting them bunz

 

[acm]

brutal brah

even though i hate giving out advice it does eventually get better. I've had situations or problems which feel like it'd haunt me until I'm dead, only for it to slowly fade away. I can only tell you to keep and to try to look for glimmers of joy wherever you can.

I just hope you don't ever rope, if you ever do consider it pm me

 

[Evergreen]

even though i hate giving out advice it does eventually get better.

I know it does and I know this will all someday end but right now its just getting worse

Im getting more schoolwork, longer days, harder courses, harder tests and im improving in Sports so more competitions and more training

I know its just going to get worse for the next 3 years until im out of school and a NEET