Why am I like this?

Vermilioncore

Vermilioncore

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I had no issues approaching sluts, I crowd surf and mosh at concerts like a normie, I get drunk and ramble on and on to strangers

But when it comes down to people who know me, I’m a mute who doesn’t say a word.

Basically I can only be open and low inhib around strangers who will never see me again, but I’m a high inhib cuckold when it comes to people who see me every day. Make it make sense
 
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It’s because the people who see you every day already have an image of you in their head. You can’t change your character. But strangers have no image of you because you were never seen
 
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It’s because the people who see you every day already have an image of you in their head. You can’t change your character. But strangers have no image of you because you were never seen
This is just brutal to read
 
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Mexicans have very big complex inferiority
 
Mexicans have very big complex inferiority
But what if you came home and saw this man fucking your own daughter
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I had no issues approaching sluts, I crowd surf and mosh at concerts like a normie, I get drunk and ramble on and on to strangers

But when it comes down to people who know me, I’m a mute who doesn’t say a word.

Basically I can only be open and low inhib around strangers who will never see me again, but I’m a high inhib cuckold when it comes to people who see me every day. Make it make sense

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I had no issues approaching sluts, I crowd surf and mosh at concerts like a normie, I get drunk and ramble on and on to strangers

But when it comes down to people who know me, I’m a mute who doesn’t say a word.

Basically I can only be open and low inhib around strangers who will never see me again, but I’m a high inhib cuckold when it comes to people who see me every day. Make it make sense
literally me tho
i was always a mute near the ppl i kinda new but the people i saw for the first time
i was nt as fuck and i even suprime myself sometime like "damn how did i do that"
since usually i cant talk at all
 
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literally me tho
i was always a mute near the ppl i kinda new but the people i saw for the first time
i was nt as fuck and i even suprime myself sometime like "damn how did i do that"
since usually i cant talk at all
What’s the phenomenon behind that type of thinking? What’s the key factor in that mindset
 
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What’s the phenomenon behind that type of thinking? What’s the key factor in that mindset
is just social anxiety, but u realize that strangers can do nothing to you since you will never see them again (usually)
but the people you know and see everyday may make fun of you if you embarrass yourself
 
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is just social anxiety, but u realize that strangers can do nothing to you since you will never see them again (usually)
but the people you know and see everyday may make fun of you if you embarrass yourself
And it also has to do with feeling known. I feel like they know who I am or can read my mind. That’s why I also like to sunglasses when I’m with people I know because they can’t see my eyes and I feel like they don’t know what I’m thinking or feeling
 
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And it also has to do with feeling known. I feel like they know who I am or can read my mind. That’s why I also like to sunglasses when I’m with people I know because they can’t see my eyes and I feel like they don’t know what I’m thinking or feeling
yeah, people you know also know you, and if they see you as a loser you probably wont talk a lot
but with strangers you can be whoever you want to be
i sometimes put on a persona like "yeah i fuck" and they believe me cuz they dont know me at all:lul:
 
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