ElySioNs
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got raped in february by a guy i knew. since then, i've slept with him twice. i don't know why i'm doing this like shouldn't i want to not have anything to do with him? instead im here completely fine with having sex with him. i'm even letting it happen without a condom? which is not like me at all, and the only other time i've let someone do this is with him when i was raped. idk i feel stupid, and i feel like my friends are lowkey judging too. i feel like i went through a period of not wanting to see him, and now i am fine with it. does anyone have any ideas about why i might be okay with having sex with him? old posts in this subreddit tell more about the context behind my situation :O