why am i so empty about anyone

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i have been in many relationships in my life but i always had a struggle which i never told anyone i cant love or feel anything about people i force myself but it aint working its always the moments when they say something like i love you very much and when i have to say it back i feel the most empty and like having a huge stone on my chest i remember my first girlfriend when i was 14 and didnt read anything and was so uneducated and unexperienced about life i was kissing her and i never clossed my eyes while kissing her i looked at the church that was in front of us and i remember why cant i feel what they feel am i a bad person will i ever be able to feel like everyone else but i was always obsessed with myself and with success and couldn’t think about anything expect being strong and being a good fighter (mma) i always got into fights i wanted to be the strongest and the most dominant beautiful and with the most money and girls and well dressed where i came from i just want to see if anyone relates or have anything to say about this
 
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