Why am i so empty

[Popescu]

for the last several years ive had like no interest at all in anything. Ive never had intetest in girls or guys , didnt really like the usual stuff i did. Never felt anything for anyone . Ive been faking my emotions for the past years but ive never felt kindess to either of my friends. The only strong feelings i felt was envy and shame
Why am i like this?

 

[Trilogy]

Anhedonia

 

[Popescu]

Anhedonia

I dont have parkisons i never had depression and i dont have PTSD neither am i schi