why am i so weird

[zethock]

i have multiple voices in my head telling me what to do and what to not do, its like i have completely different personalities at night and day, at night im just in a constant apathic state realizing how worthless of a human am i and that i hate the "day" personality because its really childish and annoying, yet at day i dont think that much about my actions and instead of thinking what i say and do i just say stuff and act out of emotion instead of logic, i cant sleep at night because the thought of my daylight personality switching over and talking with people from my school makes me really anxious

 

[fluxx]

get yourself checked out

 

[𝑳𝒆𝒐.]

 

[OxyFanNigga]

me too dude

 

[zethock]

get yourself checked out

i suspect aspergers, NPD and bipolar in myself, but im underage and my parents think that psychologists are a waste of money and that "i should get over it"

 

[OxyFanNigga]

im bipolar

 

[Vermilioncore]

Because you’re ugly as shit and don’t have a juicy PAWG ass to bend over and dump a fat load of cum in

 

[zethock]

Because you’re ugly as shit and don’t have a juicy PAWG ass to bend over and dump a fat load of cum in

i did have a girlfriend, we never spoke about sex but i know if i proposed it she would be open to it, but in my opinion even kissing seems so degraded and undignified, i absolutely hate the feeling of affection being given to me, and because i didnt know how to properly accept that affection and give it to her too i just ghosted her because i was too anxious, in general i dont see myself in a scenario where i have sex with a person

 

[Vermilioncore]

i did have a girlfriend, we never spoke about sex but i know if i proposed it she would be open to it, but in my opinion even kissing seems so degraded and undignified, i absolutely hate the feeling of affection being given to me, and because i didnt know how to properly accept that affection and give it to her too i just ghosted her because i was too anxious, in general i dont see myself in a scenario where i have sex with a person

Would you rather sniff a fishy PAWG pussy from behind or give backshots to a mtf tranny with a dump truck but musty backshot wind?

 

[zethock]

Would you rather sniff a fishy PAWG pussy from behind or give backshots to a mtf tranny with a dump truck but musty backshot wind?

id prefer being alone

 

[zethock]

id prefer being alone

its not that i find sex disgusting, i am heavily addicted to pornography, was since 10 years old, its the though that a person would find me attractive enough to be so close to me scares me, i personally dont think that i deserve love from any human being so i distance myself from people as much as possible so they dont have to see me, my shitty daylight personality, and my subhuman face