Why am I such a outsider in everything I do

[Whiteboard7]

Recently I've been feeling just distant from everything going on in my life, I've stopped the bad habits but I still feel empty, I know it will take time but why do I feel like its only me in this trial that is my life. The constant stress, burnout and cortisol spikes are gonna kill me eventually and it doesn't help that its winter. Do you guys feel this way at all too. I just feel empty like nothing really brings me joy, I hate the way I look, behave, and most importantly my actions, I am a pretty disciplined guy but when I fall off that track it makes me want to rope ngl. Life being ND is something I would prefer over being normal but why do I feel like I don't relate to anyone and I have to do so much shit for people who don't even give a fuck about me, I ALWAYS have to initiate recently and nothing really has a point anymore, life doesn't have a point anymore. No foid will ever love me and I'll just be KHHV till I rope someday. Idk why im schizo posting but thanks for reading this I guess.

 

[Whiteboard7]

If you respond DNR just read a little bit

 

[NEET_Emperor]

you have the god-angel gene

 

[Whiteboard7]

WDYM Boss?

you have the god-angel gene

 

[Whiteboard7]

Bump

 

[Whiteboard7]

Bump

 

[TiktokUser]

I just feel empty like nothing really brings me joy,

You really shouldn’t chase happiness because most of the time that just comfort. You should chase purpose and ambition instead

 

[Whiteboard7]

You really shouldn’t chase happiness because most of the time that just comfort. You should chase purpose and ambition instead

I am trying to do that and I'll further doing that. Thank you Bhai

 

[Primalsplit]

Recently I've been feeling just distant from everything going on in my life, I've stopped the bad habits but I still feel empty, I know it will take time but why do I feel like its only me in this trial that is my life. The constant stress, burnout and cortisol spikes are gonna kill me eventually and it doesn't help that its winter. Do you guys feel this way at all too. I just feel empty like nothing really brings me joy, I hate the way I look, behave, and most importantly my actions, I am a pretty disciplined guy but when I fall off that track it makes me want to rope ngl. Life being ND is something I would prefer over being normal but why do I feel like I don't relate to anyone and I have to do so much shit for people who don't even give a fuck about me, I ALWAYS have to initiate recently and nothing really has a point anymore, life doesn't have a point anymore. No foid will ever love me and I'll just be KHHV till I rope someday. Idk why im schizo posting but thanks for reading this I guess.

Idk bruh ask to chatGPT or something.

 

[Whiteboard7]

Idk bruh ask to chatGPT or something.

Yeah lol

 

[beachflow83]

How old are you?

 

[Whiteboard7]

How old are you?

18

 

[trik]

yeah i feel the same

 

[beachflow83]

18

Yea first advice is to genuinely never rope. There are and will be phases when you outgrow friends and also feel like you lost direction. You do everything disciplined for a long time like in an autopilot mode and then you get something like a 5th life crisis rethinking your whole life, it’s normal.
Last year i built a business scaled it to around 60k and lost it all went back to flat broke. I just became 21 but felt extremely similar lately except the urge to rope, it simply doesnt come through my mind, there are so many people with much worse situation it would be a shame. Last 8 months i’ve been constantly working on 2 of my startups around 8 hours a day on weekends and holidays, they are close to being ready but even tho i felt i could never burn out i probably did. I’m not ND but most likely have some undiagnosed ADHD which makes disciplined work 2x harder but most of us does anyways so it wouldn’t even matter. Anyways took a few weeks of chill played some arc raiders with bro, not 0 work but less and i feel much better.

2 months ago I quit my porn addiction which i’ve been on since i was probably 12 or 13, looking back i see how it fucking messed with my brain. Also when i was 16-17 i’ve got totally fucked by DHT, as soon as my interest would have woken up for girls i’ve got nuked with insecurities, insane acne, fucking balding at 17, i looked like a geek plus i was skinny fat with these nerfs. At 19 after like going to 5 different dermatologists who told me its normal i can’t do anything i finally found one who put me on accutane and i also started finasteride and minoxidil for balding, it pretty much stableized, i look so much better but my self image didn’t actually catch up yet and a lot of us have this problem most likely, at some point it stops being phisical and only the mental game is whats left. I also started going to the gym around 18 which i’ve got great results of because of my high T, it was definitely needed to start to improve my self image.

Anyways at 18, you are totally fine, 90% of men feel this in waves in their early life and it’s totally normal, forget the idea that you supposed to be happy, you supposed to find purpose as a man, once you have a reason to wake up and be the greatest in your bloodline you will forget everything else, quitting bad habits is a good start and it’s only the beggining, and you are young af, you’ll be fine.

 

[Whiteboard7]

Yea first advice is to genuinely never rope. There are and will be phases when you outgrow friends and also feel like you lost direction. You do everything disciplined for a long time like in an autopilot mode and then you get something like a 5th life crisis rethinking your whole life, it’s normal.
Last year i built a business scaled it to around 60k and lost it all went back to flat broke. I just became 21 but felt extremely similar lately except the urge to rope, it simply doesnt come through my mind, there are so many people with much worse situation it would be a shame. Last 8 months i’ve been constantly working on 2 of my startups around 8 hours a day on weekends and holidays, they are close to being ready but even tho i felt i could never burn out i probably did. I’m not ND but most likely have some undiagnosed ADHD which makes disciplined work 2x harder but most of us does anyways so it wouldn’t even matter. Anyways took a few weeks of chill played some arc raiders with bro, not 0 work but less and i feel much better.

2 months ago I quit my porn addiction which i’ve been on since i was probably 12 or 13, looking back i see how it fucking messed with my brain. Also when i was 16-17 i’ve got totally fucked by DHT, as soon as my interest would have woken up for girls i’ve got nuked with insecurities, insane acne, fucking balding at 17, i looked like a geek plus i was skinny fat with these nerfs. At 19 after like going to 5 different dermatologists who told me its normal i can’t do anything i finally found one who put me on accutane and i also started finasteride and minoxidil for balding, it pretty much stableized, i look so much better but my self image didn’t actually catch up yet and a lot of us have this problem most likely, at some point it stops being phisical and only the mental game is whats left. I also started going to the gym around 18 which i’ve got great results of because of my high T, it was definitely needed to start to improve my self image.

Anyways at 18, you are totally fine, 90% of men feel this in waves in their early life and it’s totally normal, forget the idea that you supposed to be happy, you supposed to find purpose as a man, once you have a reason to wake up and be the greatest in your bloodline you will forget everything else, quitting bad habits is a good start and it’s only the beggining, and you are young af, you’ll be fine.

Thank you boss. Giving me a new perspective on life. Mirin at your startups. I'll try and lock in. Thank you for the help boss. I know things will get better from both me and you which is nice. Thank you

 

[Whiteboard7]

yeah i feel the same

Sorry to hear that

 

[beachflow83]

Thank you boss. Giving me a new perspective on life. Mirin at your startups. I'll try and lock in. Thank you for the help boss. I know things will get better from both me and you which is nice. Thank you

Glad that i was able to give you some meaningful advice, keep it up G

 

[KT-34]

I can't really give you advice but I feel the same


I never feel truly satisfied with anything I do

 

[Whiteboard7]

Glad that i was able to give you some meaningful advice, keep it up G

Thank you boss. Hope it gets better

 

[Whiteboard7]

I can't really give you advice but I feel the same


I never feel truly satisfied with anything I do

Same bro. I'm burnout but what else can I do

 

[peter pan]

Recently I've been feeling just distant from everything going on in my life, I've stopped the bad habits but I still feel empty, I know it will take time but why do I feel like its only me in this trial that is my life. The constant stress, burnout and cortisol spikes are gonna kill me eventually and it doesn't help that its winter. Do you guys feel this way at all too. I just feel empty like nothing really brings me joy, I hate the way I look, behave, and most importantly my actions, I am a pretty disciplined guy but when I fall off that track it makes me want to rope ngl. Life being ND is something I would prefer over being normal but why do I feel like I don't relate to anyone and I have to do so much shit for people who don't even give a fuck about me, I ALWAYS have to initiate recently and nothing really has a point anymore, life doesn't have a point anymore. No foid will ever love me and I'll just be KHHV till I rope someday. Idk why im schizo posting but thanks for reading this I guess.

I’m really sorry to hear that, bro.

You have to find meaning in something. I know that’s hard. I’ve been in periods where I didn’t see a point in doing anything, and those were the times I was most depressed. That feeling comes naturally, and it’s brutal.

For me, finding a passion for YouTube and starting a channel helped a lot. For you, it might be something different.

A lot of people on this forum are depressed, probably around 50% of the people here. Many of them get stuck in a mental loop of hyper focusing on looks. Yes, looks matter. We all know that. But once you start thinking:

“I don’t have friends because of my looks”
“I don’t have a girlfriend because of my looks”
“My life is unhappy because of my looks”

Life actually gets worse, not better.

Looks are important, and you should do what you can to improve them. Absolutely.
But what’s even more important is having a social life.


If you’re antisocial and have zero friends, it’s almost impossible to feel happy or motivated.

 

[zygosmasher12]

Recently I've been feeling just distant from everything going on in my life, I've stopped the bad habits but I still feel empty, I know it will take time but why do I feel like its only me in this trial that is my life. The constant stress, burnout and cortisol spikes are gonna kill me eventually and it doesn't help that its winter. Do you guys feel this way at all too. I just feel empty like nothing really brings me joy, I hate the way I look, behave, and most importantly my actions, I am a pretty disciplined guy but when I fall off that track it makes me want to rope ngl. Life being ND is something I would prefer over being normal but why do I feel like I don't relate to anyone and I have to do so much shit for people who don't even give a fuck about me, I ALWAYS have to initiate recently and nothing really has a point anymore, life doesn't have a point anymore. No foid will ever love me and I'll just be KHHV till I rope someday. Idk why im schizo posting but thanks for reading this I guess.

 

[Whiteboard7]

I’m really sorry to hear that, bro.

You have to find meaning in something. I know that’s hard. I’ve been in periods where I didn’t see a point in doing anything, and those were the times I was most depressed. That feeling comes naturally, and it’s brutal.

For me, finding a passion for YouTube and starting a channel helped a lot. For you, it might be something different.

A lot of people on this forum are depressed, probably around 50% of the people here. Many of them get stuck in a mental loop of hyper focusing on looks. Yes, looks matter. We all know that. But once you start thinking:

“I don’t have friends because of my looks”
“I don’t have a girlfriend because of my looks”
“My life is unhappy because of my looks”

Life actually gets worse, not better.

Looks are important, and you should do what you can to improve them. Absolutely.
But what’s even more important is having a social life.


If you’re antisocial and have zero friends, it’s almost impossible to feel happy or motivated.

I get what your saying. Thank you bhai. I'm feeling better too

 

[haggling_parrot]

Your klinefelter syndrome gave you the neurotype of a foid's so your neuroticism externalized on this forum is also a byproduct of genes (alongside your ugliness). Maybe trying that ropemaxx thing wasn't such a bad idea after all?

 

[VHD]

I ALWAYS have to initiate recently

Most people nowadays are very passive, even extroverted people.
I have noticed this recently too, that I basically have to "get the ball rolling" with everything:
Making plans, inviting people, keeping conversations going, etc etc
Recently I had to get a girls number for another guy, because he was just too passive and cowardly to get it himself.
Apart from a few exceptions, almost everyone is like a passive zombie, both women and men.

Sometimes It's a little annoying, such as having to invite people for a guys party, since he completely failed to ask anyone to come to HIS OWN party, and the ones he did ask he couldn't convince to come (his own fucking friends JFL), so I had to step in and save HIS party.

But for the most part, it's actually quite enjoyable. It's social dominance. You become the leader. They follow you, because you're active, and they are passive.

TLDR; Most people nowadays are socially passive. Which is a great opportunity to ascend the social hierarchy through social action and instigation.

 

[Whiteboard7]

Your klinefelter syndrome gave you the neurotype of a foid's so your neuroticism externalized on this forum is also a byproduct of genes (alongside your ugliness). Maybe trying that ropemaxx thing wasn't such a bad idea after all?

Ok

 

[Whiteboard7]

Most people nowadays are very passive, even extroverted people.
I have noticed this recently too, that I basically have to "get the ball rolling" with everything:
Making plans, inviting people, keeping conversations going, etc etc
Recently I had to get a girls number for another guy, because he was just too passive and cowardly to get it himself.
Apart from a few exceptions, almost everyone is like a passive zombie, both women and men.

Sometimes It's a little annoying, such as having to invite people for a guys party, since he completely failed to ask anyone to come to HIS OWN party, and the ones he did ask he couldn't convince to come (his own fucking friends JFL), so I had to step in and save HIS party.

But for the most part, it's actually quite enjoyable. It's social dominance. You become the leader. They follow you, because you're active, and they are passive.

TLDR; Most people nowadays are socially passive. Which is a great opportunity to ascend the social hierarchy through social action and instigation.

Thank you boss I will ascend bhai

 

[vishal24.karukkuvel]

Recently I've been feeling just distant from everything going on in my life, I've stopped the bad habits but I still feel empty, I know it will take time but why do I feel like its only me in this trial that is my life. The constant stress, burnout and cortisol spikes are gonna kill me eventually and it doesn't help that its winter. Do you guys feel this way at all too. I just feel empty like nothing really brings me joy, I hate the way I look, behave, and most importantly my actions, I am a pretty disciplined guy but when I fall off that track it makes me want to rope ngl. Life being ND is something I would prefer over being normal but why do I feel like I don't relate to anyone and I have to do so much shit for people who don't even give a fuck about me, I ALWAYS have to initiate recently and nothing really has a point anymore, life doesn't have a point anymore. No foid will ever love me and I'll just be KHHV till I rope someday. Idk why im schizo posting but thanks for reading this I guess.

I feel like similar to like how you described here too and man does it suck.

We love you bro ❤ I'm sure there are or will be people who love you.

The sun will shine brighter!

 

[Whiteboard7]

I feel like similar to like how you described here too and man does it suck.

We love you bro ❤ I'm sure there are or will be people who love you.

The sun will shine brighter!

Thank you bhai I am feeling a lot better