Why can't i be normal??

[GhostBoySwag]

To be fair, my family is so right about me.

Like I do nothing but play video games all day on my PC and rot in my room and never eat.
I don't eat because I am depressed or have a eating disorder, I just don't eat because I dont feel like eating
or just forget to eat.

Also I am never with my family at all, I never go outside with them, I never talk to them, I never do anything with them.
I wish I could just right now go to my mom and plan to do something on the weekend, but I just don't want to. And
I don't know why? and also I hate my sister, I hate her like I don't understand why my mom wants me to go to her and
say I love her and be happy that I have a sister, She has made my mom life miserable and has been dealing with stress.

Now If i see my sister, I will still show my respect and talk to her like she is my sister, but I won't go my way to plan to do anything
during the weekend or spend time with her? I Hate anyone who has made my mom life bad or made her feel bad. My sister is so rude to my mom
and whenever I try telling her that she starts screaming and crying that why am I always on mom side or that she isn't being rude and starts malding??
Then me and my mom have to say sorry and just lie to avoid her screaming and crying more.

I can't wait to the day she moves out this apartment, I Hope my mom the best for her and still wish my sister just showed more respect to her and wasnt a complete
asshole to her

 

[GhostBoySwag]

DNR + KYS!!

 

[lurking truecel]

you will never have this

 

[GhostBoySwag]

to summarize this, I am a loser to my family and I hate my sister because she doesnt have any respect for my mom

 

[sleeppill]

to summarize this, I am a loser to my family and I hate my sister because she doesnt have any respect for my mom

leave your room and watch movies in the living room. maybe your sister fights with your mom because she has no one to hang out with.

 

[GhostBoySwag]

leave your room and watch movies in the living room. maybe your sister fights with your mom because she has no one to hang out with.

This too, nah but she whines and cries about the smallest things in the world and my mom try to calm her down or like not tryna make a big thing then she just starts malding

 

[GhostBoySwag]

man idgaf bro, she is still my sister and i will still show respect but im not gonna go out my way to do any fun activites, like mf when my mom just had a surgery she has the audacity to scream and have an argument with her and just make her feel more shit instead of my sister just shutting the fuck up and let the whatever argument they had for later she has to bring it and make it worse. like wtf???

helloo?? mom just came back from surgery?? dont say anything or atleast wait if mom says wait not now dont it now

 

[GhostBoySwag]

like I geniuelly feel bad for my mom

 

[Krisis]

To be fair, my family is so right about me.

Whatever they say about you, you shouldn't internalize it as something being broken about you. You have love for your mom, which means she probably has love for you and therefore wants what's best for you. In order for you to achieve this, you need to change how you view yourself. For starters, let go of this idea that there's such a category as "normal", and that you exist outside of it. Nobody is "normal", not in any meaningful way. People are just people, and the overwhelming majority of people on this planet, contrary to what you may believe, are fighting a difficult battle. And so are you. But in order to end up coming out on top, you're going to need to be kinder to yourself, and have some understanding of where your mind's at, and what's troubling you. Look deep within yourself for your value because it is there, and only then can you really start to change your life's circumstances.

I wish you the best.

 

[GhostBoySwag]

Whatever they say about you, you shouldn't internalize it as something being broken about you. You have love for your mom, which means she probably has love for you and therefore wants what's best for you. In order for you to achieve this, you need to change how you view yourself. For starters, let go of this idea that there's such a category as "normal", and that you exist outside of it. Nobody is "normal", not in any meaningful way. People are just people, and the overwhelming majority of people on this planet, contrary to what you may believe, are fighting a difficult battle. And so are you. But in order to end up coming out on top, you're going to need to be kinder to yourself, and have some understanding of where your mind's at, and what's troubling you. Look deep within yourself for your value because it is there, and only then can you really start to change your life's circumstances.

I wish you the best.

thanks bhai, ill try. my best to
Wish you a good day!!

 

[PARISIEN]

ask to go to boarding school and tell ur mother that u hate ur sister

 

[PARISIEN]

oh and u normal btw

 

[Avertion]

To be fair, my family is so right about me.

Like I do nothing but play video games all day on my PC and rot in my room and never eat.
I don't eat because I am depressed or have a eating disorder, I just don't eat because I dont feel like eating
or just forget to eat.

Also I am never with my family at all, I never go outside with them, I never talk to them, I never do anything with them.
I wish I could just right now go to my mom and plan to do something on the weekend, but I just don't want to. And
I don't know why? and also I hate my sister, I hate her like I don't understand why my mom wants me to go to her and
say I love her and be happy that I have a sister, She has made my mom life miserable and has been dealing with stress.

Now If i see my sister, I will still show my respect and talk to her like she is my sister, but I won't go my way to plan to do anything
during the weekend or spend time with her? I Hate anyone who has made my mom life bad or made her feel bad. My sister is so rude to my mom
and whenever I try telling her that she starts screaming and crying that why am I always on mom side or that she isn't being rude and starts malding??
Then me and my mom have to say sorry and just lie to avoid her screaming and crying more.

I can't wait to the day she moves out this apartment, I Hope my mom the best for her and still wish my sister just showed more respect to her and wasnt a complete
asshole to her

Why would you want to be normal?

 

[Underdog9494]

Look into Christianity, everyone is different, you never know what she went through or stuff like this, she could have a mental disorder

 

[GhostBoySwag]

Why would you want to be normal?

good questio

 

[GhostBoySwag]

Look into Christianity, everyone is different, you never know what she went through or stuff like this, she could have a mental disorder

she has ADD, which sure can make someone act different but in her case its just like cant focus, doesnt do much work and basically procastinate

but ive told my mom because she is christian to take her to church

 

[Underdog9494]

she has ADD, which sure can make someone act different but in her case its just like cant focus, doesnt do much work and basically procastinate

but ive told my mom because she is christian to take her to church

Why you not christian too? What denomination is your mom