Always Stay You
Must ascend to not die as John Doe
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I knew being a slayer was unlikely since a child. It was never my primary aspiration.
All I wanted was a solid (unisex) group of friends, one girl, and to feel accepted in this world.
I would have been content with what they presented in the slice of life animes as a normie life. Studying hard in school but cooling off with my friend group when a break was necessary, going to the beach during summer and preparing for the school festival. Sports tournaments with my girl cheering me on. Friendship, intimacy... all of it.
But instead I never had a friend. Was alone all throughout high school, hiding alone in empty classrooms during lunch break. Faggot teachers never learnt my name, despite me being a polite and diligent student
No going on adventures with friends during the summer holidays. Instead they were spent alone in the darkness reading about Does, or gymcelling like a loser, or wagecucking.
No sweet girls. Every girl I've had anything with has been a whore. Such is how it is nowadays.
This life is just a disgusting disappointment. I thought I knew that from the beginning and kept my hopes low and "realistic". Was still brutally let down.
All I wanted was a solid (unisex) group of friends, one girl, and to feel accepted in this world.
I would have been content with what they presented in the slice of life animes as a normie life. Studying hard in school but cooling off with my friend group when a break was necessary, going to the beach during summer and preparing for the school festival. Sports tournaments with my girl cheering me on. Friendship, intimacy... all of it.
But instead I never had a friend. Was alone all throughout high school, hiding alone in empty classrooms during lunch break. Faggot teachers never learnt my name, despite me being a polite and diligent student
No going on adventures with friends during the summer holidays. Instead they were spent alone in the darkness reading about Does, or gymcelling like a loser, or wagecucking.
No sweet girls. Every girl I've had anything with has been a whore. Such is how it is nowadays.
This life is just a disgusting disappointment. I thought I knew that from the beginning and kept my hopes low and "realistic". Was still brutally let down.
