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sigmasss
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Basically up to age 12 I was a mogger had crazy good harmony , had a wide plate (still do) , better jaw (somehow), deep set eyes (still have those) and as soon as I entered puberty I had high cortisol levels from crazy sports training and shit mental health and I got diagnosed with juvenile arthritis which meant I couldnt walk without crutches had to take copious amount of steroids which fucked up my collagen levels induced forehead acne bloated ass face , fucked joint cucking my height potential leaving me to 5'9 at 16.8 yrs old its fucked it induced a pedostache so many fucking disgusting side - effects. Got emotional abuse at the same time , I had thoughts of roping at 12 however I turned to the blue pill to cope for several years until 15 and became obese af esssentially subhuman. At 15 I became redpilled asf and at about 16 I started gymaaxxing and becoming a retarted gymcel however unironically it worked as I ascended to subhuman to upper mid tier normie . I became blackpilled after I experienced literally people coming up to talk to me and inviting me to social events more girls talking to me ete . However , I am so confused how could I go from a child model tier to absolute pile of shit as soon as I hit puberty?