Why did my friend suspect me of being gay? Its getting out of hand, need help

[Deleted member 62760]

I always tend to say gay things, its become a habit. It started off with just gay jokes once in a while, but now so many things I say have a subtle gay joke behind it, and I randomly say sexual things about men. We were talking and the topic of gay people got brought up, and he said he suspected me of being gay, but I just haven't come out yet. I tried to tell him they were all just jokes, but everyone nearby agreed that the way I say it is way too serious and it happens so often, and I felt like killing myself.

Even after I tried to stop I couldnt, and ive become full autist at this point. I guess its because I constantly think about having sex and doing sexual things but im too high inhib to say out loud "bro i want head from my gf" so i will project those thoughts by saying something like "i wanna suck his dick so badly" or something like that.

He said those jokes are a reflection of my true fantasies, but I know it isnt true.

How brutal is this?

 

[+10]

I always tend to say gay things, its become a habit. It started off with just gay jokes once in a while, but now so many things I say have a subtle gay joke behind it, and I randomly say sexual things about men. We were talking and the topic of gay people got brought up, and he said he suspected me of being gay, but I just haven't come out yet. I tried to tell him they were all just jokes, but everyone nearby agreed that the way I say it is way too serious and it happens so often, and I felt like killing myself.

Even after I tried to stop I couldnt, and ive become full autist at this point. I guess its because I constantly think about having sex and doing sexual things but im too high inhib to say out loud "bro i want head from my gf" so i will project those thoughts by saying something like "i wanna suck his dick so badly" or something like that.

He said those jokes are a reflection of my true fantasies, but I know it isnt true.

How brutal is this?

It’s true, men today are gay and confused

 

[highinhibcel]

People who do ts piss me off icl

 

[Deleted member 114545]

I always tend to say gay things, its become a habit.

"Why did my friend suspect me of being gay?"

 

[Deleted member 62760]

It’s true, men today are gay and confused

im 100% sure im straight, i just feel weird saying sexual things ab my gf

 

[Deleted member 62760]

People who do ts piss me off icl

people who make gay jokes?

 

[Deleted member 114545]

People irl think I'm gay

 

[demerol]

im 100% sure im straight, i just feel weird saying sexual things ab my gf

Wdym

 

[highinhibcel]

people who make gay jokes?

Yeah, especially people who do gay things like grab your ass n shi

 

[+10]

im 100% sure im straight, i just feel weird saying sexual things ab my gf

Doing gay things is gay tho?

 

[itaaK]

I always tend to say gay things, its become a habit. It started off with just gay jokes once in a while, but now so many things I say have a subtle gay joke behind it, and I randomly say sexual things about men. We were talking and the topic of gay people got brought up, and he said he suspected me of being gay, but I just haven't come out yet. I tried to tell him they were all just jokes, but everyone nearby agreed that the way I say it is way too serious and it happens so often, and I felt like killing myself.

Even after I tried to stop I couldnt, and ive become full autist at this point. I guess its because I constantly think about having sex and doing sexual things but im too high inhib to say out loud "bro i want head from my gf" so i will project those thoughts by saying something like "i wanna suck his dick so badly" or something like that.

He said those jokes are a reflection of my true fantasies, but I know it isnt true.

How brutal is this?

Are you?

 

[Deleted member 62760]

Wdym

Like idk, i feel like its weird to say sexual things ab her and obviously im not gonna say sexual things ab other girls. so in public when certain situations come up i would say a gay joke not a straight joke, bc im so committed to being loyal that i dont want to say anything sexual not ab my gf

 

[Deleted member 62760]

People irl think I'm gay

why?

 

[Deleted member 62760]

Yeah, especially people who do gay things like grab your ass n shi

that shits funny asf but i dont really do it. i just say gay things

 

[highinhibcel]

that shits funny asf but i dont really do it. i just say gay things

Saying gay shit is fine but doing gay shit aint

 

[Deleted member 62760]

Saying gay shit is fine but doing gay shit aint

yea like ik some guys who will grab each others dick and shit its funny to see tho

 

[Deleted member 114545]

why?

I don't know

 

[Lord Shadow]

Saying gay shit is fine but doing gay shit aint

Bro niggas like that weird asl i hate ts too

 

[Deleted member 62760]

Bro niggas like that weird asl i hate ts too

do they do it to you? and whats your reaction when it happens

 

[Lord Shadow]

do they do it to you? and whats your reaction when it happens

Nah that used to happened in school tho always tryna grab ur ass and shit fuck them niggers IM THE TOP

 

[Deleted member 62760]

Nah that used to happened in school tho always tryna grab ur ass and shit fuck them niggers IM THE TOP

were they ghetto black guys? and did they call each other gay or was it just widely considered funny

 

[Lord Shadow]

were they ghetto black guys? and did they call each other gay or was it just widely considered funny

Ye it was gay & funny, I'd rather an asian or white guy doing it tho not ghetto niggers

 

[Deleted member 62760]

Ye it was gay & funny, I'd rather an asian or white guy doing it tho not ghetto niggers

bc you know that in prison they would actually do some diddy shit to you, thats why it isnt so funny

 

[Lord Shadow]

bc you know that in prison they would actually do some diddy shit to you, thats why it isnt so funny

Fuck them niggers IM THE TOP

Nah but I just hate dirty ghetto niggers but clean black dudes mog

 

[Deleted member 62760]

Nah but I just hate dirty ghetto niggers but clean black dudes mog

would you let a clean black dude grab your ass

 

[2025cel]

would you let a clean black dude grab your ass

Maybe this is why

 

[Deleted member 62760]

Maybe this is why

hypothetical bro. be careful or ill grab your ass too

 

[swt]

because you don’t cheat on ur gf you’re a loyal little puppy, it’s girly

 

[Deleted member 62760]

because you don’t cheat on ur gf you’re a loyal little puppy, it’s girly

its a foid trait to cheat fym

 

[swt]

its a foid trait to cheat fym

it’s not,

cheating is a high testosterone trait, literally. the higher testosterone you have the harder it is for you to stick with one girl

 

[EthiopianMaxxer]

Yeah, especially people who do gay things like grab your ass n shi

i had a friend that literally used to touch my dick. like grab it and everything. i wish i was joking

 

[Deleted member 62760]

i had a friend that literally used to touch my dick. like grab it and everything. i wish i was joking

how would you react? that sounds weird asf

 

[NoaA99]

Who cares? You definitely shouldn’t care, since you know best

 

[EthiopianMaxxer]

how would you react? that sounds weird asf

at first i thought it was just a one time thing so i laughed it off. he kept doing it again another time so i pushed him and he thought i was joking so i just told him i was deadass. he stopped though so it's ok

 

[Deleted member 62760]

at first i thought it was just a one time thing so i laughed it off. he kept doing it again another time so i pushed him and he thought i was joking so i just told him i was deadass. he stopped though so it's ok

im pretty sure hes actually gay

 

[EthiopianMaxxer]

how would you react? that sounds weird asf

he might actually be gay no jokes

 

[demerol]

Like idk, i feel like its weird to say sexual things ab her and obviously im not gonna say sexual things ab other girls. so in public when certain situations come up i would say a gay joke not a straight joke, bc im so committed to being loyal that i dont want to say anything sexual not ab my gf

Ig gay jokes are fine in moderation it seems like it was all you said if your being suspected of being gay

 

[Lord Shadow]

im pretty sure hes actually gay

Nah niggas who do that be the most straight niggas too like ion do that even though I'- uhh anyway yh