Why do I even cope anymore

[slavic.cel]

I was doing my skincare bullshit and putting castor oil on my eyebrows when I wondered why I even do this shit. My face is still as hideous, there is no improvement anywhere in sight for a good year now but I still cope every single fucking day. I still cling to these thoughts that maybe even I can change, that maybe I can combat my sub5 unlovable genes and ascend to at least mtn. I pray for this everyday with no answer but still I do it every single fucking day

 

[pprimus43]

I was doing my skincare bullshit and putting castor oil on my eyebrows when I wondered why I even do this shit. My face is still as hideous, there is no improvement anywhere in sight for a good year now but I still cope every single fucking day. I still cling to these thoughts that maybe even I can change, that maybe I can combat my sub5 unlovable genes and ascend to at least mtn. I pray for this everyday with no answer but still I do it every single fucking day

What’s your base. Is it ovER tier?

 

[slavic.cel]

What’s your base. Is it ovER tier?

Recessed maxilla and chin, giant nose, eyelid exposure and an absolutely massive forehead and to top it all off thin hair to make me look like the Norwood reaper rapes me daily. There is nothing I can do to ever truly ascend without a shit ton of luck and infinite money

 

[pprimus43]

Recessed maxilla and chin, giant nose, eyelid exposure and an absolutely massive forehead and to top it all off thin hair to make me look like the Norwood reaper rapes me daily. There is nothing I can do to ever truly ascend without a shit ton of luck and infinite money

NevER give up unless it’s truly ovER. In that case there’s only one way out

 

[slavic.cel]

NevER give up unless it’s truly ovER. In that case there’s only one way out

I am not close to giving up on life. I have many hobbies and dreams outside of relationships with women but sometimes it just feel so shit to know that I was born with cursed genes and it would be a sin to reproduce, that is saying I ever got the chance without rapemaxxing. I hate how every part of my body is cursed. How I can’t workout without breaking all my fucking joints and having to attend physiotherapy. How my hands can barely withstand the coldness of October and how I have allergy on about everything imaginable from cats to FUCKING DUST and how there is not one appealing part about my bone structure nor body. The thought of not being loved - one of the core human experiences rooted into our being hurts like hell but I hope one day I can completely come to terms with it and transcend or some shit