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Deleted member 135859
6'1 and stuck in MTN Hell
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I don't fucking get it. Why are some people so lucky and get their bonestructures and eye's litteraly gifted to them while others suffer in misery. Why does the world have to be so fucking cruel. I'm going fucking insane about this question. I'm ND as fuck (high IQmaxxed) my social anxiety has never been worse. I'm at a point where I'd genuinely kill another human and eat their corpse if it would make me a chad. I'm nervous around anyone and I genuinely don't enjoy live. The only reason I'm still here are my mom, dad and 2 little brothers otherwise I would've roped a long time ago. I was at the gym today and I couldn't even enjoy my workout which is ussually the only thing in my day that brightens it a little. I can't even take a picture of myself without being disgusted by myself. I've never hated myself more. Even now that I'm way leaner and taller than that I was. I don't know why. And I can't understand how my friends can even pull. One of my friends is a lltn-lmtn facially the only thing he has is that he's tall and as lean as me. But he pulls a lot (Like 5 bodies already while I'm still a KHHV). I don't know what happens to me around girls. I genuinely freak the fuck out. I can't talk without being drunk or high. I don't think I'm even capable of loving anyone anymore. I hate myself man
