why do I keep thinking I ascended , does anyone else do this

[charliewillascend]

I keep looking back on photos and thinking I look dog shit in them, yes the flaws I had then ( around 6-8 months back ) have drastically improved , but the problem is i thought I looked good then and I was mid MTN at BEST, so I don’t know if I’m just an abused dog or I actually look better and I’m not just thinking the exact same that I improved like before and subconsciously lying to myself as a defense mechanism FUCK I OVER THINK