why do i love my parents so much even though they ruined my life

[ethnical]

PLEASE READ!!!


my father was always an abusive piece of shit and used to beat the shit out of my mother and would sometimes even go as far as breaking her bones, etc. im not sure if that's because of how he was raised, his parents used to chain him to the roof in extremely hot weather and whip him. I dont know if this is true but it most likely was as his parents were assholes.

my mother on the other hand kept me inside for 2 years straight during covid practically restricting me from accessing the outside world and on top of that she dated so many men that would beat the fuck out of my for no reason, as an example she fucking dated a French meth addict that used to have seizures and would forget who he was. prior to them dating she knew about all of it and im so fucking angry at her yet I couldn't imagine life without her.

WHY?? IS IT BECAUSE WERE TAUGHT TO LOVE OUR PARENTS NO MATTER WHAT? MY LIFE WAS AMAZING BEFORE THST BITCH LOCKED ME UP AND DIDNT LET ME GO OUT FOR 2 FUCJING YEARS 2 YEARS OF FUCKING ISOLATION. I HAD A GIRLFRIEND I HAD FRIENDS I WAS A NORMAL PERSON WHY?? WHY DID SHE HAVE TO DO THAT WHY AND EVEN THOUGH SHE KEPT ME IN I STILL GOT COVID I WISH SHE DIED BEFORE COVID BUT IF SHE DID ID BE STUCK WITH MY CRAZY ABUSIVE FATHER WHO AFTER DIVORCING AND LEAVING MY MOM WENT TO A POLISH BITCH AND HAD A KID WITH HER WHO HE ALSO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF UP UNTIL SHE WAS 5!! HE USED TO DRAG HER OUT OF HER COVERS AT NIGHT AND PUNCH AND SLAP HER WHILST HER MOTHER NEVER DID ANYTHING YET HE HAS THE AUDACITY TO TRY AND MAINTAIN CONTACT WITH ME. even after all that I still love them to death.

I have no friends I dont want a girlfriend I just want people to talk to. I love everyone on this forum no matter how rude or egotistical they are. I deeply sympathize and love everyone here and I just wish we could all be normal people. why dont we deserve to life a happy life? why do we have to be labeled as outcasts for being slightly different, short, or not good looking? I don't understand this world nor do I want to live in it any longer yet I cant bring myself to kill myself nor would I ever self harm as it doesn't do anything for me. I hate my life but I love everyone in it and on the forum unconditionally. I have nothing against women and love everyone equally as we all deserve to be loved. why cant some people see that? why? I dont know. I dont know how people can sit there and treat others worse for being different. even when I was a NT popular kid in school id still try and have a good relationship with the outcasts and mentally disabled people although I didn't know what exactly was wrong with them and I knew they were weird compared to me I still tried to make them feel good, feel loved among other things. I don't believe anyone should be treated differently for anything they do different. I dont believe black people or any race are inferior to white and I have a ton of ethnical friends although they live far away from me.

I love everyone on this forum unconditionally and I pray to the gods we all find our way in life no matter the obstacles we may face. I love you all so much.

@hax
@MaksBobi
@luca_.
@CorinthianLOX
@grilldaddy❤️
@mogs me
@BigBallsLarry
@pashanimair
@deathisseks
@Enjoying_this_life
I love all of you guys.

 

[jgrey080]

Damn, good luck bro hope it gets better

 

[CorinthianLOX]

Brutal familypill. No, you don't have to love your parents and you don't owe anything to them. Quite the opposite. Your parents should owe everything to you because they brought you to this world.

 

[luca_.]

Ouch, I had a similar thing happen. Like 3 years ago I actually had a few friends, but my mom confiscated my phone and messaged all of them weird shit and all of them left me. Since then I really didn’t leave the house( for this reason and another) but I know how it feels to have your parents ruin your social life. Your case is much much much worse but like you I feel better because I can relate with the people on this forum

 

[ethnical]

Brutal familypill. No, you don't have to love your parents and you don't owe anything to them. Quite the opposite. Your parents should owe everything to you because they brought you to this world.

I wish they thought of it that way, why bring someone into this world if you aren't willing to love and cherish them. I'd understand if I was an accident but I wasn't and even if I was I wish they would have just put me up for adoption.

 

[ethnic subhuman]

Ethnic pill

 

[pinterest]

my attention span is too fucked for this but i hope whatever happened gets better

 

[CorinthianLOX]

I wish they thought of it that way, why bring someone into this world if you aren't willing to love and cherish them. I'd understand if I was an accident but I wasn't and even if I was I wish they would have just put me up for adoption.

Yeah your parents seem like terrible people

 

[ethnical]

Ouch, I had a similar thing happen. Like 3 years ago I actually had a few friends, but my mom confiscated my phone and messaged all of them weird shit and all of them left me. Since then I really didn’t leave the house( for this reason and another) but I know how it feels to have your parents ruin your social life. Your case is much much much worse but like you I feel better because I can relate with the people on this forum

im sorry to hear that and I truly hope it gets better for you, ur by far the kindest person I've met on this forum and you deserve to be loved yet society doesn't see it that way, I just wish everyone could be themselves as most people who grow up as narcissistic assholes and literally ruin kids lives with constant bullying and mental torture also grow up and mature and also have to live with the fact they made people commit suicide and ruined lives.

 

[hax]

this world is so unfair man, you didn't chose this family decide how you would get treated.
from what i know you're a pretty cool guy sodon't worry about it, sounds bluepilled but it will get better with time
wish you the best in life and my pms are open if you ever feel sad

 

[grilldaddy❤️]

Read it all I love you too bhai

 

[ethnical]

this world is so unfair man, you didn't chose this family decide how you would get treated.
from what i know you're a pretty cool guy sodon't worry about it, sounds bluepilled but it will get better with time
wish you the best in life and my pms are open if you ever feel sad

I love you and the same goes for you, pms are always open bhai

 

[luca_.]

im sorry to hear that and I truly hope it gets better for you, ur by far the kindest person I've met on this forum and you deserve to be loved yet society doesn't see it that way, I just wish everyone could be themselves as most people who grow up as narcissistic assholes and literally ruin kids lives with constant bullying and mental torture also grow up and mature and also have to live with the fact they made people commit suicide and ruined lives.

True, although most narcissistic assholes don’t really care about the torment they’ve cause on others

 

[ethnical]

True, although most narcissistic assholes don’t really care about the torment they’ve cause on others

they do deep down but they know if they show sadness or fear and whatnot they'll also be shamed the same way we were, I was never bullied as I tried to be friends with everyone and hopefully I won't be now as im going to a school with dropouts and other people who are ND / Alternative, I dont wish death or pain on anyone no matter what they've done unless they're child grapists but that's beside the point, everyone deserves unconditional love and hopefully our world becomes a better place throughout time

 

[luca_.]

they do deep down but they know if they show sadness or fear and whatnot they'll also be shamed the same way we were, I was never bullied as I tried to be friends with everyone and hopefully I won't be now as im going to a school with dropouts and other people who are ND / Alternative, I dont wish death or pain on anyone no matter what they've done unless they're child grapists but that's beside the point, everyone deserves unconditional love and hopefully our world becomes a better place throughout time

Real, it’s just that we deserve less because of the way we look

 

[ethnical]

Real, it’s just that we deserve less because of the way we look

society is the worst man.

 

[samz]

PLEASE READ!!!


my father was always an abusive piece of shit and used to beat the shit out of my mother and would sometimes even go as far as breaking her bones, etc. im not sure if that's because of how he was raised, his parents used to chain him to the roof in extremely hot weather and whip him. I dont know if this is true but it most likely was as his parents were assholes.

my mother on the other hand kept me inside for 2 years straight during covid practically restricting me from accessing the outside world and on top of that she dated so many men that would beat the fuck out of my for no reason, as an example she fucking dated a French meth addict that used to have seizures and would forget who he was. prior to them dating she knew about all of it and im so fucking angry at her yet I couldn't imagine life without her.

WHY?? IS IT BECAUSE WERE TAUGHT TO LOVE OUR PARENTS NO MATTER WHAT? MY LIFE WAS AMAZING BEFORE THST BITCH LOCKED ME UP AND DIDNT LET ME GO OUT FOR 2 FUCJING YEARS 2 YEARS OF FUCKING ISOLATION. I HAD A GIRLFRIEND I HAD FRIENDS I WAS A NORMAL PERSON WHY?? WHY DID SHE HAVE TO DO THAT WHY AND EVEN THOUGH SHE KEPT ME IN I STILL GOT COVID I WISH SHE DIED BEFORE COVID BUT IF SHE DID ID BE STUCK WITH MY CRAZY ABUSIVE FATHER WHO AFTER DIVORCING AND LEAVING MY MOM WENT TO A POLISH BITCH AND HAD A KID WITH HER WHO HE ALSO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF UP UNTIL SHE WAS 5!! HE USED TO DRAG HER OUT OF HER COVERS AT NIGHT AND PUNCH AND SLAP HER WHILST HER MOTHER NEVER DID ANYTHING YET HE HAS THE AUDACITY TO TRY AND MAINTAIN CONTACT WITH ME. even after all that I still love them to death.

I have no friends I dont want a girlfriend I just want people to talk to. I love everyone on this forum no matter how rude or egotistical they are. I deeply sympathize and love everyone here and I just wish we could all be normal people. why dont we deserve to life a happy life? why do we have to be labeled as outcasts for being slightly different, short, or not good looking? I don't understand this world nor do I want to live in it any longer yet I cant bring myself to kill myself nor would I ever self harm as it doesn't do anything for me. I hate my life but I love everyone in it and on the forum unconditionally. I have nothing against women and love everyone equally as we all deserve to be loved. why cant some people see that? why? I dont know. I dont know how people can sit there and treat others worse for being different. even when I was a NT popular kid in school id still try and have a good relationship with the outcasts and mentally disabled people although I didn't know what exactly was wrong with them and I knew they were weird compared to me I still tried to make them feel good, feel loved among other things. I don't believe anyone should be treated differently for anything they do different. I dont believe black people or any race are inferior to white and I have a ton of ethnical friends although they live far away from me.

I love everyone on this forum unconditionally and I pray to the gods we all find our way in life no matter the obstacles we may face. I love you all so much.

@hax
@MaksBobi
@luca_.
@CorinthianLOX
@grilldaddy❤️
@mogs me
@BigBallsLarry
@pashanimair
@deathisseks
@Enjoying_this_life
I love all of you guys.

This sounded so beautiful, like a poem

 

[ethnical]

This sounded so beautiful, like a poem

glad to hear that King

 

[samz]

society is the worst man.

It's a world full of gaslighters, they will gaslight until you burn. They will be bluepilled to the core but all of a sudden looks matter in most cases. It never makes sense to me if you hate ugly people okay just admit it, stop acting like you dont. It never makes sense to me and I don't think it ever will. But in the grand scheme of things we are just a spec in the dust and our suffering means nothing, we will live a life and die and nature carries to take its course no matter what you did. Life is so complex and never makes sense its like a unending riddle when you solve one another comes up

 

[ethnical]

It's a world full of gaslighters, they will gaslight until you burn. They will be bluepilled to the core but all of a sudden looks matter in most cases. It never makes sense to me if you hate ugly people okay just admit it, stop acting like you. It never makes sense to me and I don't think it ever will.

exactly, I found myself in a much happier place and always felt good when I was nt and I tried to make the people who were seen as outcasts/different welcomed and loved, this world is rotten to the core due to social media and it's only going to get worse and worse. People are too afraid of being themselves so it's either you ride the wave of NT people or embrace your true self and be criticized for it

 

[samz]

exactly, I found myself in a much happier place and always felt good when I was nt and I tried to make the people who were seen as outcasts/different welcomed and loved, this world is rotten to the core due to social media and it's only going to get worse and worse. People are too afraid of being themselves so it's either you ride the wave of NT people or embrace your true self and be criticized for it

Nothing we can do about it man. Sometimes I wonder what life would be if everyone could be beautiful, if everyone could be happy and smile. A world were everyone had the same chance of experiencing love and being desired. The truth is people will always be attracted to the traits that are rare and having a bad child development is so brutal especially because it forces you to go through Precocious puberty
In short: Precocious puberty can sometimes happen when a child experiences trauma or extreme abuse, because the body feels unsafe and switches into “survival mode.” This stress can cause hormones to activate too early, forcing the body to mature quickly. The child may miss out on important stages of emotional and physical development since the body prioritizes reproduction and protection over normal growth.

Broken families from stress and pressure cause this and they lash out on there kids or there just insane either way it sucks.


Honesty bro no words no amount of questioning or research or understanding on the human biology, of nature and life it's self or even religion will ever answer why we have to live in a world where some people live the best life possible and others live the worst. It's something I think about lot beyond looks too. Life is just so merciless and people are naturally evil. It's just nature.

 

[ethnical]

Nothing we can do about it man. Sometimes I wonder what life would be if everyone could be beautiful, if everyone could be happy and smile. A world were everyone had the same chance of experiencing love and being desired. The truth is people will always be attracted to the traits that are rare and having a bad child development is so brutal especially because it forces you to go through Precocious puberty
In short: Precocious puberty can sometimes happen when a child experiences trauma or extreme abuse, because the body feels unsafe and switches into “survival mode.” This stress can cause hormones to activate too early, forcing the body to mature quickly. The child may miss out on important stages of emotional and physical development since the body prioritizes reproduction and protection over normal growth.

Broken families from stress and pressure cause this and they lash out on there kids or there just insane either way it sucks.


Honesty bro no words no amount of questioning or research or understanding on the human biology, of nature and life it's self or even religion will ever answer why we have to live in a world where some people live the best life possible and others live the worst. It's something I think about lot beyond looks too. Life is just so merciless and people are naturally evil. It's just nature.

did read, thank you for not being a retard that writes one word replys jfl. I suppose if the people who lived the worst life lived the best life then the best life would be the worst life, I guess that's just how the world works

 

[samz]

did read, thank you for not being a retard that writes one word replys jfl. I suppose if the people who lived the worst life lived the best life then the best life would be the worst life, I guess that's just how the world works

It really is life's biggest questions. People treat you like you chose your geographical spawnpoint, your wealth, your looks and your height, Your parents. It's so dehumanising. But this is life we gotta get use to it.

 

[ethnical]

It really is life's biggest questions. People treat you like you chose your geographical spawnpoint, your wealth, your looks and your height, Your parents. It's so dehumanising. But this is life we gotta get use to it.

yup, embrace the life you have. maybe that's the only way to achieve true happiness, accept what you have and don't question how unfair life can be. that's how we've been made to think / our brains have been wired to think. never question why you turned out the way you do and go slave for a 78 year old chad that owns a multi billion dollar company.

 

[samz]

yup, embrace the life you have. maybe that's the only way to achieve true happiness, accept what you have and don't question how unfair life can be. that's how we've been made to think / our brains have been wired to think. never question why you turned out the way you do and go slave for a 78 year old chad that owns a multi billion dollar company.

Your right but there isn't much we can do, we're all slaves to something in one way or another, I know it sounds like cope but even the rich are slaves to something. None of us are truly free, just the lucky few get to enjoy the ride. Its brutal because your parents will just tell you what they have been taught study hard and be a wageslave. Life feels like is such a joke. 99 percent of the human race will live like you said, work until there bones crush, always stressing then once there old and frail and about to wither away they will feel a tiny spec of the elites richness maybe a nice car or sum after saving for years. If there lucky

 

[ethnical]

Your right but there isn't much we can do, we're all slaves to something in one way or another, I know it sounds like cope but even the rich are slaves to something. None of us are truly free, just the lucky few get to enjoy the ride. Its brutal because your parents will just tell you what they have been taught study hard and be a wageslave. Life feels like is such a joke. 99 percent of the human race will live like you said, work until there bones crush, always stressing then once there old and frail and about to wither away they will feel a tiny spec of the elites richness maybe a nice car or sum after saving for years. If there lucky

yeah i feel you. it’s honestly messed up how this cycle just keeps repeating. like our parents weren’t trying to screw us over or anything, they were just stuck in the same loop and passed down what they thought was right. study hard, get a job, retire when your body’s falling apart. it’s depressing how normal that sounds now.

even rich people aren’t really free like you said. they’re stuck in their own world of stress and image and trying to hold on to what they’ve got. we’re all trapped in something. some of us just get better looking cages.

it really does feel like a joke sometimes. like we’re all just playing a game we never signed up for. but yeah, maybe all we can do is find small ways to make it bearable. whatever peace or meaning we can create for ourselves

 

[samz]

yeah i feel you. it’s honestly messed up how this cycle just keeps repeating. like our parents weren’t trying to screw us over or anything, they were just stuck in the same loop and passed down what they thought was right. study hard, get a job, retire when your body’s falling apart. it’s depressing how normal that sounds now.

even rich people aren’t really free like you said. they’re stuck in their own world of stress and image and trying to hold on to what they’ve got. we’re all trapped in something. some of us just get better looking cages.

it really does feel like a joke sometimes. like we’re all just playing a game we never signed up for. but yeah, maybe all we can do is find small ways to make it bearable. whatever peace or meaning we can create for ourselves

Two people are born today, one will grow to a 6'5 Chad in a nice european country with rich kind parents that will Love him and support him. Another will be born in a slum or a third world country with abusive parents begging for scraps. Its so crazy to me you can't really speak to someone like this irl average person or anyone you just know and consider friends would call you werid and say it isn't that deep. They never really question anything. Werid world, we just have each other

 

[ethnical]

Two people are born today, one will grow to a 6'5 Chad in a nice european country with rich kind parents that will Love him and support him. Another will be born in a slum or a third world country with abusive parents begging for scraps. Its so crazy to me you can't really speak to someone like this irl average person or anyone you just know and consider friends would call you werid and say it isn't that deep. They never really question anything. Werid world, we just have each other

yeah, it’s crazy how some people are just born into totally different worlds with no say in it. one person’s life is set up with opportunities, love, and comfort while the other is stuck just trying to survive, dealing with pain from day one. it’s wild to think about how unfair it all is, yet most people never stop to think about it. they just accept what they have and go with the flow because questioning it would mean facing some ugly truths.

it does feel like we're all kind of just stuck in this weird cycle where most people are too distracted or comfortable to ask the big questions. but yeah, i guess all we really have is each other. maybe that's the only thing that keeps us from totally losing it.

it’s messed up, but it's the reality we live in. just gotta find ways to make sense of it even if no one else gets it.

 

[MaksBobi]

stay strong broski, remember that always u have us here, i wish u the best and feel free to write to me

 

[ethnical]

stay strong broski, remember that always u have us here, i wish u the best and feel free to write to me

thank you mak

 

[samz]

yeah, it’s crazy how some people are just born into totally different worlds with no say in it. one person’s life is set up with opportunities, love, and comfort while the other is stuck just trying to survive, dealing with pain from day one. it’s wild to think about how unfair it all is, yet most people never stop to think about it. they just accept what they have and go with the flow because questioning it would mean facing some ugly truths.

it does feel like we're all kind of just stuck in this weird cycle where most people are too distracted or comfortable to ask the big questions. but yeah, i guess all we really have is each other. maybe that's the only thing that keeps us from totally losing it.

it’s messed up, but it's the reality we live in. just gotta find ways to make sense of it even if no one else gets it.

It feels good and a little warming meeting people who can understand you despite your bone structure. Or other flaws. Most people won't question it probably because there life is already stressed enough or there to lazy or to dumb to try and think a little and would rather just be clueless, innocence and a unawareness is sort of blissful.

 

[Tyler1]

Cus ur a cuck

 

[samz]

yeah, it’s crazy how some people are just born into totally different worlds with no say in it. one person’s life is set up with opportunities, love, and comfort while the other is stuck just trying to survive, dealing with pain from day one. it’s wild to think about how unfair it all is, yet most people never stop to think about it. they just accept what they have and go with the flow because questioning it would mean facing some ugly truths.

it does feel like we're all kind of just stuck in this weird cycle where most people are too distracted or comfortable to ask the big questions. but yeah, i guess all we really have is each other. maybe that's the only thing that keeps us from totally losing it.

it’s messed up, but it's the reality we live in. just gotta find ways to make sense of it even if no one else gets it.

I know I can't give you the love you would desire from a beautiful Stacy that would love you and hold you forever and go on walks and laugh with you or any of those things, but I am here brah and so are many others. I am happy to share copes with you and many others. Life is already hard enough so try not stress and remember it's never your fault

 

[Lefty Rankin]

PLEASE READ!!!


my father was always an abusive piece of shit and used to beat the shit out of my mother and would sometimes even go as far as breaking her bones, etc. im not sure if that's because of how he was raised, his parents used to chain him to the roof in extremely hot weather and whip him. I dont know if this is true but it most likely was as his parents were assholes.

my mother on the other hand kept me inside for 2 years straight during covid practically restricting me from accessing the outside world and on top of that she dated so many men that would beat the fuck out of my for no reason, as an example she fucking dated a French meth addict that used to have seizures and would forget who he was. prior to them dating she knew about all of it and im so fucking angry at her yet I couldn't imagine life without her.

WHY?? IS IT BECAUSE WERE TAUGHT TO LOVE OUR PARENTS NO MATTER WHAT? MY LIFE WAS AMAZING BEFORE THST BITCH LOCKED ME UP AND DIDNT LET ME GO OUT FOR 2 FUCJING YEARS 2 YEARS OF FUCKING ISOLATION. I HAD A GIRLFRIEND I HAD FRIENDS I WAS A NORMAL PERSON WHY?? WHY DID SHE HAVE TO DO THAT WHY AND EVEN THOUGH SHE KEPT ME IN I STILL GOT COVID I WISH SHE DIED BEFORE COVID BUT IF SHE DID ID BE STUCK WITH MY CRAZY ABUSIVE FATHER WHO AFTER DIVORCING AND LEAVING MY MOM WENT TO A POLISH BITCH AND HAD A KID WITH HER WHO HE ALSO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF UP UNTIL SHE WAS 5!! HE USED TO DRAG HER OUT OF HER COVERS AT NIGHT AND PUNCH AND SLAP HER WHILST HER MOTHER NEVER DID ANYTHING YET HE HAS THE AUDACITY TO TRY AND MAINTAIN CONTACT WITH ME. even after all that I still love them to death.

I have no friends I dont want a girlfriend I just want people to talk to. I love everyone on this forum no matter how rude or egotistical they are. I deeply sympathize and love everyone here and I just wish we could all be normal people. why dont we deserve to life a happy life? why do we have to be labeled as outcasts for being slightly different, short, or not good looking? I don't understand this world nor do I want to live in it any longer yet I cant bring myself to kill myself nor would I ever self harm as it doesn't do anything for me. I hate my life but I love everyone in it and on the forum unconditionally. I have nothing against women and love everyone equally as we all deserve to be loved. why cant some people see that? why? I dont know. I dont know how people can sit there and treat others worse for being different. even when I was a NT popular kid in school id still try and have a good relationship with the outcasts and mentally disabled people although I didn't know what exactly was wrong with them and I knew they were weird compared to me I still tried to make them feel good, feel loved among other things. I don't believe anyone should be treated differently for anything they do different. I dont believe black people or any race are inferior to white and I have a ton of ethnical friends although they live far away from me.

I love everyone on this forum unconditionally and I pray to the gods we all find our way in life no matter the obstacles we may face. I love you all so much.

@hax
@MaksBobi
@luca_.
@CorinthianLOX
@grilldaddy❤️
@mogs me
@BigBallsLarry
@pashanimair
@deathisseks
@Enjoying_this_life
I love all of you guys.

Your parents must have some good in them. It's only natural that you love them. And you should love them.

 

[ethnical]

Cus ur a cuck

why so rude I've always repd and replied to you with kindness when j could

 

[ethnical]

I know I can't give you the love you would desire from a beautiful Stacy that would love you and hold you forever and go on walks and laugh with you or any of those things, but I am here brah and so are many others. I am happy to share copes with you and many others. Life is already hard enough so try not stress and remember it's never your fault

I know dude, I don't even want a 10/10 stacy to hold me i just want someone i could be myself with and not get judged for it, I have one friend that I can just speak my mind with and say crazy things with but he lives all the way across the country so j never really get the chance to hang out with him, and im also here if you ever want to talk. anything you say in dms with me will stay there

 

[Tyler1]

why so rude I've always repd and replied to you with kindness when j could

Why so sensitive I dnrd your thread btw

 

[ethnical]

Why so sensitive I dnrd your thread

not sensitive I just thought we were friends

 

[samz]

Why so sensitive I dnrd your thread btw

I hope one day you find peace bro and happiness. Best of luck

 

[Tyler1]

not sensitive I just thought we were friends

 

[ethnical]

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fuck you too then you stinky indian

 

[Tyler1]

not sensitive I just thought we were friends

Youre overreacting you’re prob a sensitive autistic child not even meant as an insult

 

[ethnical]

Youre overreacting you’re prob a sensitive autistic child not even meant as an insult

that was sarcasm jfl calm down Tyler im not here to hurt you

 

[Tyler1]

that was sarcasm jfl calm down Tyler im not here to hurt you

 

[ethnical]

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[Domicileincel]

My father is also a druggie and he used to beat me up and I can completely understand you twin but trust me it gets better jst don't lose hope in life

PLEASE READ!!!


my father was always an abusive piece of shit and used to beat the shit out of my mother and would sometimes even go as far as breaking her bones, etc. im not sure if that's because of how he was raised, his parents used to chain him to the roof in extremely hot weather and whip him. I dont know if this is true but it most likely was as his parents were assholes.

my mother on the other hand kept me inside for 2 years straight during covid practically restricting me from accessing the outside world and on top of that she dated so many men that would beat the fuck out of my for no reason, as an example she fucking dated a French meth addict that used to have seizures and would forget who he was. prior to them dating she knew about all of it and im so fucking angry at her yet I couldn't imagine life without her.

WHY?? IS IT BECAUSE WERE TAUGHT TO LOVE OUR PARENTS NO MATTER WHAT? MY LIFE WAS AMAZING BEFORE THST BITCH LOCKED ME UP AND DIDNT LET ME GO OUT FOR 2 FUCJING YEARS 2 YEARS OF FUCKING ISOLATION. I HAD A GIRLFRIEND I HAD FRIENDS I WAS A NORMAL PERSON WHY?? WHY DID SHE HAVE TO DO THAT WHY AND EVEN THOUGH SHE KEPT ME IN I STILL GOT COVID I WISH SHE DIED BEFORE COVID BUT IF SHE DID ID BE STUCK WITH MY CRAZY ABUSIVE FATHER WHO AFTER DIVORCING AND LEAVING MY MOM WENT TO A POLISH BITCH AND HAD A KID WITH HER WHO HE ALSO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF UP UNTIL SHE WAS 5!! HE USED TO DRAG HER OUT OF HER COVERS AT NIGHT AND PUNCH AND SLAP HER WHILST HER MOTHER NEVER DID ANYTHING YET HE HAS THE AUDACITY TO TRY AND MAINTAIN CONTACT WITH ME. even after all that I still love them to death.

I have no friends I dont want a girlfriend I just want people to talk to. I love everyone on this forum no matter how rude or egotistical they are. I deeply sympathize and love everyone here and I just wish we could all be normal people. why dont we deserve to life a happy life? why do we have to be labeled as outcasts for being slightly different, short, or not good looking? I don't understand this world nor do I want to live in it any longer yet I cant bring myself to kill myself nor would I ever self harm as it doesn't do anything for me. I hate my life but I love everyone in it and on the forum unconditionally. I have nothing against women and love everyone equally as we all deserve to be loved. why cant some people see that? why? I dont know. I dont know how people can sit there and treat others worse for being different. even when I was a NT popular kid in school id still try and have a good relationship with the outcasts and mentally disabled people although I didn't know what exactly was wrong with them and I knew they were weird compared to me I still tried to make them feel good, feel loved among other things. I don't believe anyone should be treated differently for anything they do different. I dont believe black people or any race are inferior to white and I have a ton of ethnical friends although they live far away from me.

I love everyone on this forum unconditionally and I pray to the gods we all find our way in life no matter the obstacles we may face. I love you all so much.

@hax
@MaksBobi
@luca_.
@CorinthianLOX
@grilldaddy❤️
@mogs me
@BigBallsLarry
@pashanimair
@deathisseks
@Enjoying_this_life
I love all of you guy also

 

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My father is also a druggie and he used to beat me up and I can completely understand you twin but trust me it gets better jst don't lose hope in life

haven't lost hope in life, i have lost hope for the future generation of parents it might be gg for gen alpha