Why do I sound like such a cuck when ordering something

[Beastimmung]

Why do I sound like a high pitched cuck when I order something anywhere, be it a restaurant or the butcher

 

[Azim]

i usually use these to combat this

 

[sarmatian]

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i usually use these to combat this

 

[sarmatian]

This is what I usually do:
I go in a restaurant, chit chat, share a beer, talk about sports, then after having an emotional conversation I order