why do i think im so special

[lilith]

im not special. im nothing.

 

[Deleted member 20370]

i also thought this way for a long time, that something great will happen to me, that something will fall out of the sky snd save me, that my talents will garner me millions of dollars, that i will write novels and be scouted as a model or actor.

reality is, that im almost 30 and nothing of note has happened yet and probably never will, i am a deluded manchild that deserves the guillotine