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RealLifeJoker
28, 6’0”, mixed, aspie, lost my v plate at 26
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A lot of society thinks it just odd that there are men out there that are just as or even more insecure than your every day woman. For a woman to be attractive is have slightly longer then medium length hair and not be fat which is easily achievable unlike for us men we often judged by our face shape, build, hair style, height, weight, wealth, occupation, confidence, etc.
Here is a simple of when it comes to regarding my obsessive with my appearance…
For many years I used not like the way I look because of puberty fucked me up and the fact no girl ever found me attractive, ever liked me before or ever found me interesting but I’m a aspire so I struggle to pick on social cues. On online sites I hardly get replies back but when I do the women are just blunt and stuck up.
Despite having a good number of snogs at a nightclub in recent years and losing my virginity aged 26 a few months I’m still to this day I’m more obsessive with my appearance and if I see any flaws such as spot on my face, a moustache gap, one side of my chest bigger then the other or when my hair is unequal on certain sides than I just start freaking out. I very likely to suffer from body and muscle dysmorphia. It’s just shows no matter how many women you sleep with or how many relationships you had you’re insecurities of appearance won’t go away.
Here is a simple of when it comes to regarding my obsessive with my appearance…
For many years I used not like the way I look because of puberty fucked me up and the fact no girl ever found me attractive, ever liked me before or ever found me interesting but I’m a aspire so I struggle to pick on social cues. On online sites I hardly get replies back but when I do the women are just blunt and stuck up.
Despite having a good number of snogs at a nightclub in recent years and losing my virginity aged 26 a few months I’m still to this day I’m more obsessive with my appearance and if I see any flaws such as spot on my face, a moustache gap, one side of my chest bigger then the other or when my hair is unequal on certain sides than I just start freaking out. I very likely to suffer from body and muscle dysmorphia. It’s just shows no matter how many women you sleep with or how many relationships you had you’re insecurities of appearance won’t go away.