why do u think u did not end of like the average person?

[traveler]

srs

 

[nword49]

Parents that weren’t equipped to properly raise a teenager prob

 

[traveler]

Parents that weren’t equipped to properly raise a teenager prob

brutal reality

 

[nword49]

brutal reality

Past 12 my parents never gave me the emotional security and support that I needed. They were both neurotic and had problems with their emotions (my mom schizophrenic, bpd, depression and anxiety and my dad had quadruple bypass that made him more prone to explosive anger) and they both had problems with eachother so yeah that’s not gonna be the best environment to raise a child in ngl. Mom was also an alcoholic and the police would constantly be called by neighbors bc of physical altercations they would get into

 

[traveler]

Past 12 my parents never gave me the emotional security and support that I needed. They were both neurotic and had problems with their emotions (my mom schizophrenic, bpd, depression and anxiety and my dad had quadruple bypass that made him more prone to explosive anger) and they both had problems with eachother so yeah that’s not gonna be the best environment to raise a child in ngl. Mom was also an alcoholic and the police would constantly be called by neighbors bc of physical altercations they would get into

brutal upbringing

but at least u recognize the issue so u won't far further into the abyss

 

[FutureSlayer]

the internet

 

[traveler]

the internet

its brutal

the internet was created with the idea of sharing information and creating more technology

but its filled with porn addicted and brah using it be lazy

 

[wannamogger]

Getting extremely ugly at 8 yo and other shit that destroyed my menthal health at that age.
Unironically, I was a very social and even popular kid before.
Now I don't really have problems with socializing, but I'll always be different even though I'm NT

 

[TUSSELEIF]

I’m just weird and abnormal and could never make friends and could never fit in anywhere

 

[glaruz]

After childhood we shifted from playing mostly (football, hide and seek, bike riding, etc.) to more cuckish NT activities like smoking, drinking and talking mostly. I call them cuckish, because HTN+ fags got the girls while the others were literally cucks who maybe got scraps later.

I realized early that I was getting cucked, because the girls were going for better boys than me. Mostly athletic types that did sports and came from relatively rich families. I am the type of person who always wants to be stimulated and the center of attention and that was simply not the case in those environments.

So one summer I just decided to stay all day at home and play league of legends for 12+ hours. People used to call me to hang out, but I simply refused and over time they stopped. This way I got completely alienated from my local culture and social life over the years.

That said, I do not think I am non NT, asocial, introverted or whatever other garbage. The same could be said for most people in a similar position. Give us Chad looks and the environment where we can be the center of attention, get absolute validation and attraction from people and you will see the non NT bullshit go bye bye.

 

[Darkeningstar]

Because I am a social outcast who has tried to fit in with normalcy with the false perspective of adaptation. Then surely other factors contributed.
I had attention, validation, experiences during adolescence but it was not enough. It was enough to find myself in a context not artificially constructed to allow even those with few social skills to not be excluded to find myself alone as an asshole. If I still had at least the look I had before I could do something about it, I'm working on it.

 

[BeanletMogger]

found it very difficult to make connections and dreaded being around others so I spent most of my childhood/adolescence on the internet. Also being uggo didn't help