Why do women keep ABANDONING me!!!

[911MrSuicidal]

Ok so me and my mate went to this pizza store and there was this wasian htb working there who I’ll just call M. I’m a little shy and was too scared to approach so I ended up writing a note with my number on it and gave it to her coworker to give to her. Later that night I got a message from M saying something along the lines of “hey KING it’s M from [pizza stores name]”. Anyways with a little chit chatter I ended up asking her out and she invited me to this jazz club thing. I ended up going on the date and it went really well. I had a ton of fun and we climbed up on the roof together and she was laying on me and we started making out and just generally having a good chat. She even said she wanted to be friends with benefits. She also told me she studies psychology which I loved because I have a thing for girls who study psychology, ironic considering I have two severe mental illnesses and have frequented a psych ward multiple times. Anyways, she ended up getting too drunk and began throwing up so I told her she should go home and that I’d get her an uber. I didn’t see any point staying there without her so I got a shared uber with two locations mine and hers. The uber ride was enjoyable as I requested to play my own music on the speakers and began playing the likes of the Smiths and Radiohead which she loved. Despite the fact that she threw up I still gave her a peck when the uber arrived at her stop and I even made a joke about how I didn’t care that she threw up and she giggled. The following morning she thanked me for getting her an uber and for being nice. Fast forward to a two man I went on with my mate, we ended up going to that same restaurant. M wasn’t working that day but she ended up showing up and saw that I was on a date and touched my arm in a flirtatious manor and smiled at me infront of the girl I was on the date with. Anyways, later down the track M and I ended up going on a second date but she was totally different, acting all non interested and even asked if I was a psychopath. She said I had small pupils and that it looked scary (I’ve literally never heard this in my entire life). We had a bit of banter and it was somewhat enjoyable but she was just acting a bit standoffish and was denying all the flirting we did the last date along with denying saying she ever wanted to be FWB. We eventually parted ways and I was left disappointed.
The pizza at that restaurant is fantastic and the best I’ve tasted in my city so I still occasionally frequent it with my best friend (same guy from the two man I mentioned earlier). I ended up flirting with her and she flirted with me a bit, more or so with her tone and body language not really her words. I ended up messaging her if she wanted to go on another date and she said “LITERALLY NO”. This hurt so much man. So you know what I did, I took another girl who I was seeing at the time to the restaurant M works at but NEWSFLASH she wasn’t even working there INCEL LUCK am I right.
This isn’t even the only time this has happened where a girl just changes her mind on me completely. I’m sick of being ABANDONED, I can’t handle it. I’m literally listening to the Cure as I write this. It’s so depressing, it’s like all these great things are dangled in front of me and then just taken away like that. It’s torture.
I’ll forever be alone. I’m a situationshipcel.

 

[superpsycho]

 

[superpsycho]

they wouldnt do that to chad…

 

[Kater Maxxing]

Dnrd

 

[TheVoidInside]

h. Anyways, later down the track M and I ended up going on a second date but she was totally different, acting all non interested and even asked if I was a psychopath. She said I had small pupils and that it looked scary (I’ve literally never heard this in my entire life). We had a bit of banter and it was somewhat enjoyable but she was just acting a bit standoffish and was denying all the flirting we did the last date along with denying saying she ever wanted to be FWB. We eventually parted ways and I was left disappointed.

this literally sounds like me and my old itis lol

 

[911MrSuicidal]

they wouldnt do that to chad…

Bro I might rope, I’m not even kidding. I called the suicide hotline like a week ago but it didn’t work. My medications don’t work. I’m on lithium which my psychiatrist said helps make you non suicidal but it doesn’t. Overrr

 

[superpsycho]

Bro I might rope, I’m not even kidding. I called the suicide hotline like a week ago but it didn’t work. My medications don’t work. I’m on lithium which my psychiatrist said helps make you non suicidal but it doesn’t. Overrr

dont rope tbh

 

[ltn gooner]

Ok so me and my mate went to this pizza store and there was this wasian htb working there who I’ll just call M. I’m a little shy and was too scared to approach so I ended up writing a note with my number on it and gave it to her coworker to give to her. Later that night I got a message from M saying something along the lines of “hey KING it’s M from [pizza stores name]”. Anyways with a little chit chatter I ended up asking her out and she invited me to this jazz club thing. I ended up going on the date and it went really well. I had a ton of fun and we climbed up on the roof together and she was laying on me and we started making out and just generally having a good chat. She even said she wanted to be friends with benefits. She also told me she studies psychology which I loved because I have a thing for girls who study psychology, ironic considering I have two severe mental illnesses and have frequented a psych ward multiple times. Anyways, she ended up getting too drunk and began throwing up so I told her she should go home and that I’d get her an uber. I didn’t see any point staying there without her so I got a shared uber with two locations mine and hers. The uber ride was enjoyable as I requested to play my own music on the speakers and began playing the likes of the Smiths and Radiohead which she loved. Despite the fact that she threw up I still gave her a peck when the uber arrived at her stop and I even made a joke about how I didn’t care that she threw up and she giggled. The following morning she thanked me for getting her an uber and for being nice. Fast forward to a two man I went on with my mate, we ended up going to that same restaurant. M wasn’t working that day but she ended up showing up and saw that I was on a date and touched my arm in a flirtatious manor and smiled at me infront of the girl I was on the date with. Anyways, later down the track M and I ended up going on a second date but she was totally different, acting all non interested and even asked if I was a psychopath. She said I had small pupils and that it looked scary (I’ve literally never heard this in my entire life). We had a bit of banter and it was somewhat enjoyable but she was just acting a bit standoffish and was denying all the flirting we did the last date along with denying saying she ever wanted to be FWB. We eventually parted ways and I was left disappointed.
The pizza at that restaurant is fantastic and the best I’ve tasted in my city so I still occasionally frequent it with my best friend (same guy from the two man I mentioned earlier). I ended up flirting with her and she flirted with me a bit, more or so with her tone and body language not really her words. I ended up messaging her if she wanted to go on another date and she said “LITERALLY NO”. This hurt so much man. So you know what I did, I took another girl who I was seeing at the time to the restaurant M works at but NEWSFLASH she wasn’t even working there INCEL LUCK am I right.
This isn’t even the only time this has happened where a girl just changes her mind on me completely. I’m sick of being ABANDONED, I can’t handle it. I’m literally listening to the Cure as I write this. It’s so depressing, it’s like all these great things are dangled in front of me and then just taken away like that. It’s torture.
I’ll forever be alone. I’m a situationshipcel.

Dnrd, no one reading that long, veiny ahh text

 

[ltn gooner]

Bro I might rope, I’m not even kidding. I called the suicide hotline like a week ago but it didn’t work. My medications don’t work. I’m on lithium which my psychiatrist said helps make you non suicidal but it doesn’t. Overrr

Ok so me and my mate went to this pizza store and there was this wasian htb working there who I’ll just call M. I’m a little shy and was too scared to approach so I ended up writing a note with my number on it and gave it to her coworker to give to her. Later that night I got a message from M saying something along the lines of “hey KING it’s M from [pizza stores name]”. Anyways with a little chit chatter I ended up asking her out and she invited me to this jazz club thing. I ended up going on the date and it went really well. I had a ton of fun and we climbed up on the roof together and she was laying on me and we started making out and just generally having a good chat. She even said she wanted to be friends with benefits. She also told me she studies psychology which I loved because I have a thing for girls who study psychology, ironic considering I have two severe mental illnesses and have frequented a psych ward multiple times. Anyways, she ended up getting too drunk and began throwing up so I told her she should go home and that I’d get her an uber. I didn’t see any point staying there without her so I got a shared uber with two locations mine and hers. The uber ride was enjoyable as I requested to play my own music on the speakers and began playing the likes of the Smiths and Radiohead which she loved. Despite the fact that she threw up I still gave her a peck when the uber arrived at her stop and I even made a joke about how I didn’t care that she threw up and she giggled. The following morning she thanked me for getting her an uber and for being nice. Fast forward to a two man I went on with my mate, we ended up going to that same restaurant. M wasn’t working that day but she ended up showing up and saw that I was on a date and touched my arm in a flirtatious manor and smiled at me infront of the girl I was on the date with. Anyways, later down the track M and I ended up going on a second date but she was totally different, acting all non interested and even asked if I was a psychopath. She said I had small pupils and that it looked scary (I’ve literally never heard this in my entire life). We had a bit of banter and it was somewhat enjoyable but she was just acting a bit standoffish and was denying all the flirting we did the last date along with denying saying she ever wanted to be FWB. We eventually parted ways and I was left disappointed.
The pizza at that restaurant is fantastic and the best I’ve tasted in my city so I still occasionally frequent it with my best friend (same guy from the two man I mentioned earlier). I ended up flirting with her and she flirted with me a bit, more or so with her tone and body language not really her words. I ended up messaging her if she wanted to go on another date and she said “LITERALLY NO”. This hurt so much man. So you know what I did, I took another girl who I was seeing at the time to the restaurant M works at but NEWSFLASH she wasn’t even working there INCEL LUCK am I right.
This isn’t even the only time this has happened where a girl just changes her mind on me completely. I’m sick of being ABANDONED, I can’t handle it. I’m literally listening to the Cure as I write this. It’s so depressing, it’s like all these great things are dangled in front of me and then just taken away like that. It’s torture.
I’ll forever be alone. I’m a situationshipcel.

Nvm i read it and honestly bro, your lucky to even have foids going on dates with you. Its literally a time thing. Foids date you rn, so eventually the right one will come. ( i hate that phrase too cause in alot of time its just nonsense, but in your case its true ngl)

 

[911MrSuicidal]

Nvm i read it and honestly bro, your lucky to even have foids going on dates with you. Its literally a time thing. Foids date you rn, so eventually the right one will come. ( i hate that phrase too cause in alot of time its just nonsense, but in your case its true ngl)

Hmm yea maybe, thanks for the life fuel

 

[ltn gooner]

Hmm yea maybe, thanks for the life fuel

No problem bhai and remember, its never over

 

[911MrSuicidal]

No problem bhai and remember, its never over