Why do you want to feel happy

[Deleted member 19101]

Happiness is fleeting and always leaves you.

Depression never leaves you and will always be there

 

[wollet2]

happyinjess feel good depression feel nad

 

[AlexBrown84]

i be like fuck it at the same time i don’t say nun

now look what im stuck with

 

[Deleted member 96505]

I wanna mog

 

[Deleted member 19101]

happyinjess feel good depression feel nad

Depression feels great

 

[Deleted member 80562]

I don’t want happiness

But I don’t want depression either

I just want to feel content, at peace

 

[Deleted member 19101]

I don’t want happiness

But I don’t want depression either

I just want to feel content, at peace

For me peacw feels empty

i want to feel suicidal I miss that

 

[wollet2]

Depression feels great

only a form of it of lesser depressio feel 'beautiful' . after a point ud wish to die for ths to stop

 

[wollet2]

For me peacw feels empty

i want to feel suicidal I miss that

i want what doesnt exist. happiness

 

[Deleted member 19101]

i want what doesnt exist. happiness

Happiness always leaves you should want to feel content with the ability to feel either sad or happy, not always happy because you will always be dissatisfied.

 

[wollet2]

Happiness always leaves you should want to feel content with the ability to feel either sad or happy, not always happy because you will always be dissatisfied.

thats not real happiness in my book. it doesnt exist. its just delusions to keep you chasing
if you sit still u realise nothing exists but sufering and this emptiness

 

[Deleted member 19101]

thats not real happiness in my book. it doesnt exist. its just delusions to keep you chasing

Imo there are feelings of sadness that feel amazing and feelings of happiness that are horrible and boring

 

[wollet2]

Imo there are feelings of sadness that feel amazing and feelings of happiness that are horrible and boring

this depends on ur definitions but ts also complicating
i dont believe intense suffering ever feels good. only possible ways to cope with it but you still will be haunted
in the past i use to romanticise some of my sad feelings. now im just scared most of the time. i want this all to stop

 

[Deleted member 67937]

No way your jeans have glitter on them unc

 

[Deleted member 19101]

this depends on ur definitions but ts also complicating
i dont believe intense suffering ever feels good. only possible ways to cope with it but you still will be haunted

I think physical pain isnt good, but melancholy depression feels good

 

[wollet2]

I think physical pain isnt good, but melancholy depression feels good

maybe only some of it depends. i m afraid to revisit some things bcuz they hurt. sometimes im still drawn to them as if i want to harm me
theres greater sufering ahead i hate life honestly

 

[wollet2]

I think physical pain isnt good, but melancholy depression feels good

some mental pains never feel good

 

[Deleted member 19101]

maybe only some of it depends. i m afraid to revisit some things bcuz they hurt. sometimes im still drawn to them as if i want to harm me
theres greater sufering ahead i hate life honestly

I hate my life so much I want to not exist but existence feels better than not existing

 

[wollet2]

I hate my life so much I want to not exist but existence feels better than not existing

you cant feel not existing. its like when you go to sleep you feel noting then you wake up

 

[wollet2]

I hate my life so much I want to not exist but existence feels better than not existing

besides literally not being able to experience non existence im way to numb to good things nowadys. pretty girls, good weather, walks, music, food, love. just nothing hits me and i want to kms. i feel nothing good
only bad thoughts in my head

 

[Deleted member 19101]

besides literally not being able to experience non existence im way to numb to good things nowadys. pretty girls, good weather, walks, music, food, love. just nothing hits me and i want to kms. i feel nothing good
only bad thoughts in my head

i would kill myself but I’d rather see those I hate die than let them win

 

[wollet2]

i would kill myself but I’d rather see those I hate die than let them win

i think a decent cope is seeing people that u consider good be happy and you helping them
but im too exhaused to do this

 

[StarvedEpi]

Happiness is fleeting and always leaves you.

Depression never leaves you and will always be there

by constantly doing copes and surrounding your self with good people which is harder said then done

 

[Deleted member 19101]

i think a decent cope is seeing people that u consider good be happy and you helping them
but im too exhaused to do this

The only way I cope is by knowing people want me to die so therefore I dont want to die

If everyone wanted me to live I would have already killed myself

 

[wollet2]

The only way I cope is by knowing people want me to die so therefore I dont want to die

If everyone wanted me to live I would have already killed myself

if nobody loves you thats a good fuel yes
if your family doesnt love you its tough. its extremely rare to find such type of love that someone would put yourself above her/him

but if you cant find this you can find people that will like you and care for you in a not so selfless degree but itd still be genuine

 

[wollet2]

The only way I cope is by knowing people want me to die so therefore I dont want to die

If everyone wanted me to live I would have already killed myself

imo being able to feel genuine love for someone that doesnt love you is as sacred as it gets
ofc this cant happen towards some ppl that hate you for example. but finding reasons to genuine love someone (not their tits or dick) that doesnt reciprocate is something interesting

this is why cucks (not so focused in the sexual fetish) are higher consciousnesses imo, they see/feel sth others dont

 

[Deleted member 6305]

 

[V1P3R]

i wanna be happy bc without depression i wouldn’t know what happiness is . if would be super weird to always be happy without there being some bad days here and there