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IRNBRUcel
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i usually just feel like low tier shit most days and i can deal with it but for the past week its been pure excruciation i am so uncomfortable and just so angry and everything i dont even wanna watch tv i legit just stare at my ceiling no sound no music nothing everything legit feels like a dream its so freaky seeing my arms and how i can move them its creepy i feel like this is just some overly long dream it must be i feel like i am being trolled in real life i can predict what kinda shit will happen to me and its so scarily accurate is this because i was just ignored by everyone nothing is improving or changing the second i can get close to a girl which is rare i just get left on delivered for like 8 hours because of their mental illness just fucking die you fucking annoying whore honestly just fuck you fuck you fuck you why is it always to me why does no one not being around me i hate all those people outside my window i see them all the time to be honest they are so fucking loud always screaming and shit just shut the fuck up fuck you anyways you dirty worn out slut i hope you die soon why cant i just have real world friends like this world it would be fun just to hang out with nice people but nah nah nah i am a huge loser so no no no i cant have that and ill have to be happy about it the only pleasure i get now is sleeping i dont like my thoughts its like a deadly disease its always just replaying cringe, awkward and disgusting parts of my life and most of the bullying so my whole life i dont wanna do any of this shit anymore tbh its just a waste of time