D
Deleted member 72832
Truecel
- Joined
- May 10, 2024
- Posts
- 845
- Reputation
- 845
Just venting and yapping of a mentalcel. Since I don't want to talk about this with real people and want to dump this out of my head, posting my ramblings here seems to be a good idea.
I'm brutally failing at life.
My father and I were driving from the gym.
He was trying to 'blue-pill' me and talk some sense into me, so that I don't end up killing myself.
It unironically helped.
And then we saw my GL classmate with his HTB girlfriend, walking down the street, cuddling and laughing.
He commented: "Such a nice couple! They look very happy!". And 5 minutes later he asked: " Why don't you date anyone, son?".
I remained silent for a solid minute.
He isn't really delusional and has perfect vision. He genuinely asked me that question while looking at my recessed asymmetrical side profile and after I was trying to convince him that genetics is the most important thing and all humans are animals, that won't ever admit that. I said: "That's an interesting topic, let's talk about it tomorrow" and got the fuck out of the car.
Now I feel extremely down and genuinely want to rope. He probably thinks that I'm a faggot and will disown me.
What should I even tell him? That I'm just ugly?
It's so over.
I'm brutally failing at life.
My father and I were driving from the gym.
He was trying to 'blue-pill' me and talk some sense into me, so that I don't end up killing myself.
It unironically helped.
And then we saw my GL classmate with his HTB girlfriend, walking down the street, cuddling and laughing.
He commented: "Such a nice couple! They look very happy!". And 5 minutes later he asked: " Why don't you date anyone, son?".
I remained silent for a solid minute.
He isn't really delusional and has perfect vision. He genuinely asked me that question while looking at my recessed asymmetrical side profile and after I was trying to convince him that genetics is the most important thing and all humans are animals, that won't ever admit that. I said: "That's an interesting topic, let's talk about it tomorrow" and got the fuck out of the car.
Now I feel extremely down and genuinely want to rope. He probably thinks that I'm a faggot and will disown me.
What should I even tell him? That I'm just ugly?
It's so over.