EliDKing
lemme eyp 😁
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Today i realized how fucked up i really am. I get called handsome by people in real life, and girls LOVE me. Yet i am so insecure and fucking bitchy because niggas online corrupt my head with sick beliefs and deflect their own insecuritys on other (like me) by calling them ugly and so on. Why is this? Blackpill.
I went from being a happy low mtn to idk even know what im rated nowadays but its definietly better. I have today been diagnosed with severe depression and my life i so fucked i am so miserable. All because i want to look better and reach chadlite. I even have a gf and most bluepilled niggers would have been happy with what i've got.
But the fact is that i cant fucking forget all the shit i have in my head. Idk how the fuck im getting out of this fucking whole ive dig for myself. I might just kill myself, better than living like this.
I went from being a happy low mtn to idk even know what im rated nowadays but its definietly better. I have today been diagnosed with severe depression and my life i so fucked i am so miserable. All because i want to look better and reach chadlite. I even have a gf and most bluepilled niggers would have been happy with what i've got.
But the fact is that i cant fucking forget all the shit i have in my head. Idk how the fuck im getting out of this fucking whole ive dig for myself. I might just kill myself, better than living like this.