Why I started hating my own skin

[mexican-]

As a little kid, I had a crush on this beautiful castiza girl in my elementary school, we both are Mexicans so I always try to befriend her, so one day I’ve finally got the courage to come up to her and ask her to be my friend( keep in mind this was in 1st grade) when I proposed her to be my friend, she look very disgusted with a angry face and she said straight up to my face “why would I want to be friends with you you’re so dark and ugly”
That day I came home crying to my dad asking him why I am born like this? Why am I not pale and beautiful like those other Mexicans??? My father just look at me and didn’t said a word.


When I was in middle school we had this substitute as a teacher
He was very old, black and in a wheal chair. He tried to start a conversation with me and he assume I was an illegal because how brown I am and tried to joke around saying “well buddy you know I can turn you in for some cash ahahaha” back then I didn’t know what he meant. Now I do and I am confused why would a teacher say that??? He is more ethnic than me??? Why am I getting treated like an animal???? When I am more whiter than him??????




When I was 17 I had an argument with my pale mestiza sister and she said “at least I’m not fucking black” and I respond coping saying “bbbbut at least I won’t age bad” knowing Deep down that she is right being dark is very unattractive


When I was 18 I started talking to girls online most of them would block me after seeing I’m an ugly brown Mexicans so I started frauding by filter maxxing to give me lighter skins and I got so much better results, especially from girls outside my race


Now in 2026
I have this job and this one ugly male co worker keep telling me how brown I am, that I am basically black even though I’m just light medium brown but I’m sure he only doing this to make fun of me. Constantly getting reminded How dark I am, every single day. It got to me and I realize I need to make a change

I need to become white. So I started bleaching my skin even destroying it. Just to look more human, recently my skin was peeling from it but I don’t care as long if I can become lighter and more beautiful.

 

[BeanCelll]

A substitute in a wheel chair is certainly an experience

 

[mexican-]

A substitute in a wheel chair is certainly an experience

I’m sure you have a similar story of being an ugly brown Mexican as well

 

[BeanCelll]

I’m sure you have a similar story of being an ugly brown Mexican as well

I imagine a lot of them I wasn't ever made aware of because people weren't willing to take a risk on whether or not I'd snap one day

 

[mexican-]

I imagine a lot of them I wasn't ever made aware of because people weren't willing to take a risk on whether or not I'd snap one day

Fair enough but looks wise alone they probably tried to avoid you especially the females

 

[Deleted member 293638]

What's your flitzpatric? If u won't mind showing us your image. I thought only in india or other highly colonized country suffer from color discrimination bro this is whole up dehumanising to read

 

[mexican-]

What's your flitzpatric? If u won't mind showing us your image. I thought only in india or other highly colonized country suffer from color discrimination bro this is whole up dehumanising to read

Just your typical Mexican brown color so around light to medium brown

And no every shit skin no matter what country will get treated like shit and lighter skin will be praise no matter where.

And I live in the states, so obviously I will get treated like shit if I’m not white

 

[Deleted member 293638]

Just your typical Mexican brown color so around light to medium brown

And no every shit skin no matter what country will get treated like shit and lighter skin will be praise no matter where.

Same bruh . It makes me cage so hard when most of the guys in YouTube don't even want to acknowledge skin preveliage always mogs wether u have mtn base or high mtn . You mog the dark skin chadlite to some extent. That's how works but they will still use a thumbnail of white htn and title "muh tutorial to make a jawline like him"

 

[mexican-]

Same bruh . It makes me cage so hard when most of the guys in YouTube don't even want to acknowledge skin preveliage always mogs wether u have mtn base or high mtn . You mog the dark skin chadlite to some extent. That's how works but they will still use a thumbnail of white htn and title "muh tutorial to make a jawline like him"

Yea I realize this a long time ago that why I’m bleaching right now and getting surgeries to look less ethnic.

 

[ltnbrownacnecel]

I remember as a kid standing out in like preschool and kindergarden in particular just cuz of how dark I was compared to everyone. I was almost always the darkest kid in the class I don't remember those days now but I probably got treated worse for it or at the very least viewed as less then subconsciously.

 

[Deleted member 293638]

Yea I realize this a long time ago that why I’m bleaching right now and getting surgeries to look less ethnic.

Btw what bleaching are u using ? Like hydro , arbutin other etc?

 

[mexican-]

Btw what bleaching are u using ? Like hydro , arbutin other etc?

Hydro 4
Kojic acid
Tret 0.05
And some other products
I am seeing results

 

[mexican-]

I remember as a kid standing out in like preschool and kindergarden in particular just cuz of how dark I was compared to everyone. I was almost always the darkest kid in the class I don't remember those days now but I probably got treated worse for it or at the very least viewed as less then subconsciously.

Now imagine how bad you will have it in online dating apps or social media in general
Just imagine a girl telling you to kill your self because how ethnic you look
And you know they mean it since they’re behind a phone they don’t need to be filterd

 

[Deleted member 293638]

Now imagine how bad you will have it in online dating apps or social media in general
Just imagine a girl telling you to kill your self because how ethnic you look
And you know they mean it since they’re behind a phone they don’t need to be filterd

I don't think average mexican looks that much brown compare to the average indian . Like u have yellowish base type 3 and here indian have type 4 base.

 

[mexican-]

I don't think average mexican looks that much brown compare to the average indian . Like u have yellowish base type 3 and here indian have type 4 base.

Well Mexicans are very mix and the ones who tend to have more native dna tend to look more brown ish to reddish look to them

A lot of Mexicans are type 4
But I say I am around type 3 to low type 4

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I wish i was more white

 

[B18]

As a little kid, I had a crush on this beautiful castiza girl in my elementary school, we both are Mexicans so I always try to befriend her, so one day I’ve finally got the courage to come up to her and ask her to be my friend( keep in mind this was in 1st grade) when I proposed her to be my friend, she look very disgusted with a angry face and she said straight up to my face “why would I want to be friends with you you’re so dark and ugly”
That day I came home crying to my dad asking him why I am born like this? Why am I not pale and beautiful like those other Mexicans??? My father just look at me and didn’t said a word.


When I was in middle school we had this substitute as a teacher
He was very old, black and in a wheal chair. He tried to start a conversation with me and he assume I was an illegal because how brown I am and tried to joke around saying “well buddy you know I can turn you in for some cash ahahaha” back then I didn’t know what he meant. Now I do and I am confused why would a teacher say that??? He is more ethnic than me??? Why am I getting treated like an animal???? When I am more whiter than him??????




When I was 17 I had an argument with my pale mestiza sister and she said “at least I’m not fucking black” and I respond coping saying “bbbbut at least I won’t age bad” knowing Deep down that she is right being dark is very unattractive


When I was 18 I started talking to girls online most of them would block me after seeing I’m an ugly brown Mexicans so I started frauding by filter maxxing to give me lighter skins and I got so much better results, especially from girls outside my race


Now in 2026
I have this job and this one ugly male co worker keep telling me how brown I am, that I am basically black even though I’m just light medium brown but I’m sure he only doing this to make fun of me. Constantly getting reminded How dark I am, every single day. It got to me and I realize I need to make a change

I need to become white. So I started bleaching my skin even destroying it. Just to look more human, recently my skin was peeling from it but I don’t care as long if I can become lighter and more beautiful.

´Try geomaxx to africa you’ll look whiter

 

[mexican-]

´Try geomaxx to africa you’ll look whiter

Nice one

 

[EthiopianMaxxer]

As a little kid, I had a crush on this beautiful castiza girl in my elementary school, we both are Mexicans so I always try to befriend her, so one day I’ve finally got the courage to come up to her and ask her to be my friend( keep in mind this was in 1st grade) when I proposed her to be my friend, she look very disgusted with a angry face and she said straight up to my face “why would I want to be friends with you you’re so dark and ugly”
That day I came home crying to my dad asking him why I am born like this? Why am I not pale and beautiful like those other Mexicans??? My father just look at me and didn’t said a word.


When I was in middle school we had this substitute as a teacher
He was very old, black and in a wheal chair. He tried to start a conversation with me and he assume I was an illegal because how brown I am and tried to joke around saying “well buddy you know I can turn you in for some cash ahahaha” back then I didn’t know what he meant. Now I do and I am confused why would a teacher say that??? He is more ethnic than me??? Why am I getting treated like an animal???? When I am more whiter than him??????




When I was 17 I had an argument with my pale mestiza sister and she said “at least I’m not fucking black” and I respond coping saying “bbbbut at least I won’t age bad” knowing Deep down that she is right being dark is very unattractive


When I was 18 I started talking to girls online most of them would block me after seeing I’m an ugly brown Mexicans so I started frauding by filter maxxing to give me lighter skins and I got so much better results, especially from girls outside my race


Now in 2026
I have this job and this one ugly male co worker keep telling me how brown I am, that I am basically black even though I’m just light medium brown but I’m sure he only doing this to make fun of me. Constantly getting reminded How dark I am, every single day. It got to me and I realize I need to make a change

I need to become white. So I started bleaching my skin even destroying it. Just to look more human, recently my skin was peeling from it but I don’t care as long if I can become lighter and more beautiful.

The new @Tigermoggerlol, welcome to the forum

 

[mexican-]

The new @Tigermoggerlol, welcome to the forum

He the reason why I started bleaching seeing his results motivated me brought all the bleaching creams he had in his guide and lol seen him reply on my YouTube comment

 

[weirdo.sub3]

Well Mexicans are very mix and the ones who tend to have more native dna tend to look more brown ish to reddish look to them

A lot of Mexicans are type 4
But I say I am around type 3 to low type 4

What type am I? Im usually brown shown in pic with eyes but during sunlight and white light i turn like in nose pic

Sorry for nose pic that feels weird

 

[mexican-]

What type am I? Im usually brown shown in pic with eyes but during sunlight and white light i turn like in nose pic

Sorry for nose pic that feels weird

Around type 4 maybe but in the low ends to medium scale of it

Will obviously benefit from skin lighting

 

[Taylors_Lil_Ethnic]

As a little kid, I had a crush on this beautiful castiza girl in my elementary school, we both are Mexicans so I always try to befriend her, so one day I’ve finally got the courage to come up to her and ask her to be my friend( keep in mind this was in 1st grade) when I proposed her to be my friend, she look very disgusted with a angry face and she said straight up to my face “why would I want to be friends with you you’re so dark and ugly”
That day I came home crying to my dad asking him why I am born like this? Why am I not pale and beautiful like those other Mexicans??? My father just look at me and didn’t said a word.


When I was in middle school we had this substitute as a teacher
He was very old, black and in a wheal chair. He tried to start a conversation with me and he assume I was an illegal because how brown I am and tried to joke around saying “well buddy you know I can turn you in for some cash ahahaha” back then I didn’t know what he meant. Now I do and I am confused why would a teacher say that??? He is more ethnic than me??? Why am I getting treated like an animal???? When I am more whiter than him??????




When I was 17 I had an argument with my pale mestiza sister and she said “at least I’m not fucking black” and I respond coping saying “bbbbut at least I won’t age bad” knowing Deep down that she is right being dark is very unattractive


When I was 18 I started talking to girls online most of them would block me after seeing I’m an ugly brown Mexicans so I started frauding by filter maxxing to give me lighter skins and I got so much better results, especially from girls outside my race


Now in 2026
I have this job and this one ugly male co worker keep telling me how brown I am, that I am basically black even though I’m just light medium brown but I’m sure he only doing this to make fun of me. Constantly getting reminded How dark I am, every single day. It got to me and I realize I need to make a change

I need to become white. So I started bleaching my skin even destroying it. Just to look more human, recently my skin was peeling from it but I don’t care as long if I can become lighter and more beautiful.

But remember if you bleach and try to improve your coloring, your gonna get to a better coloring level than the whites. Cause they cant keep that golden crisp color forever, Never give up brodie. ASCEND

 

[mexican-]

But remember if you bleach and try to improve your coloring, your gonna get to a better coloring level than the whites. Cause they cant keep that golden crisp color forever, Never give up brodie. ASCEND

You know when you bleach your skin the undertones become less noticeable right but yea I’m aware a lot of ethnics including my self have a golden tan glow but yea it will still be somewhat noticeable since you can really change your undertones

 

[weirdo.sub3]

Around type 4 maybe but in the low ends to medium scale of it

Will obviously benefit from skin lighting

Yea saw rn im type4 on usual days and around 3 in lighting but anyway i got sunburns for playing in swimming pool during summers without sunscreen

 

[Taylors_Lil_Ethnic]

You know when you bleach your skin the undertones become less noticeable right but yea I’m aware a lot of ethnics including my self have a golden tan glow but yea it will still be somewhat noticeable since you can really change your undertones

Im sry im a bit high rn can you explain in retarded terms?? Like deadass

 

[mexican-]

Im sry im a bit high rn can you explain in retarded terms?? Like deadass

Bleaching your skin will make you lighter ofc but it will also fade your undertones as well making them less noticeable


But you will still have them just not as noticeable when you were tan


Like imagine a curry with green undertones he bleaches and get pale

His green coloring is still somewhat there just not as noticeable but still there

 

[dhusc]

Im sry im a bit high rn can you explain in retarded terms?? Like deadass

brown color ugly ethnic undertone visible white color ugly ethnic undertone less visible

 

[mexican-]

brown color ugly ethnic undertone visible white color ugly ethnic undertone less visible

Yea since hydro will make your undertones fade but not completely and they’re supplements that can make you maintain it even if you’re lighter after bleaching

 

[dhusc]

Yea since hydro will make your undertones fade but not completely and they’re supplements that can make you maintain it even if you’re lighter after bleaching

have you had any side effects of hydroquione, horrified of exogenous ochronosis, especially considering I have no clue what routine I should follow since different dermal on YouTube say different things

 

[Taylors_Lil_Ethnic]

Bleaching your skin will make you lighter ofc but it will also fade your undertones as well making them less noticeable


But you will still have them just not as noticeable when you were tan


Like imagine a curry with green undertones he bleaches and get pale

His green coloring is still somewhat there just not as noticeable but still there

Hmmm your right. Could also clash with your pheno, if your lightskin with a negroid pheno its mostly over for you unless you hardmax your features

 

[mexican-]

have you had any side effects of hydroquione, horrified of exogenous ochronosis, especially considering I have no clue what routine I should follow since different dermal on YouTube say different things

You only get those side effects if you apply hydro like a retard and no good after care lmao and if you use it for long with no breaks



The only side effect I got was some little skin flanking but the normal

My skins looks clear and way lighter now and this is my 3rd see using it

 

[dhusc]

You only get those side effects if you apply hydro like a retard and no good after care lmao and if you use it for long with no breaks



The only side effect I got was some little skin flanking but the normal

My skins looks clear and way lighter now and this is my 3rd see using it

so everyday or once a week application n sunscreen?

 

[mexican-]

so everyday or once a week application n sunscreen?

Just dm me

 

[saggyballsackcel]

As a little kid, I had a crush on this beautiful castiza girl in my elementary school, we both are Mexicans so I always try to befriend her, so one day I’ve finally got the courage to come up to her and ask her to be my friend( keep in mind this was in 1st grade) when I proposed her to be my friend, she look very disgusted with a angry face and she said straight up to my face “why would I want to be friends with you you’re so dark and ugly”
That day I came home crying to my dad asking him why I am born like this? Why am I not pale and beautiful like those other Mexicans??? My father just look at me and didn’t said a word.


When I was in middle school we had this substitute as a teacher
He was very old, black and in a wheal chair. He tried to start a conversation with me and he assume I was an illegal because how brown I am and tried to joke around saying “well buddy you know I can turn you in for some cash ahahaha” back then I didn’t know what he meant. Now I do and I am confused why would a teacher say that??? He is more ethnic than me??? Why am I getting treated like an animal???? When I am more whiter than him??????




When I was 17 I had an argument with my pale mestiza sister and she said “at least I’m not fucking black” and I respond coping saying “bbbbut at least I won’t age bad” knowing Deep down that she is right being dark is very unattractive


When I was 18 I started talking to girls online most of them would block me after seeing I’m an ugly brown Mexicans so I started frauding by filter maxxing to give me lighter skins and I got so much better results, especially from girls outside my race


Now in 2026
I have this job and this one ugly male co worker keep telling me how brown I am, that I am basically black even though I’m just light medium brown but I’m sure he only doing this to make fun of me. Constantly getting reminded How dark I am, every single day. It got to me and I realize I need to make a change

I need to become white. So I started bleaching my skin even destroying it. Just to look more human, recently my skin was peeling from it but I don’t care as long if I can become lighter and more beautiful.

You spics don’t get enough hate on this forum

 

[mexican-]

You spics don’t get enough hate on this forum

Trust me no amount of hate from other people will compare to the level of how much I hate myself

 

[elliottttt]

What's your flitzpatric? If u won't mind showing us your image. I thought only in india or other highly colonized country suffer from color discrimination bro this is whole up dehumanising to read

colorism doesn't have roots in colonialism. colorism has roots in the blackpill so stop fucking coping and blaming others

 

[o0ovxmpy]

As a little kid, I had a crush on this beautiful castiza girl in my elementary school, we both are Mexicans so I always try to befriend her, so one day I’ve finally got the courage to come up to her and ask her to be my friend( keep in mind this was in 1st grade) when I proposed her to be my friend, she look very disgusted with a angry face and she said straight up to my face “why would I want to be friends with you you’re so dark and ugly”
That day I came home crying to my dad asking him why I am born like this? Why am I not pale and beautiful like those other Mexicans??? My father just look at me and didn’t said a word.


When I was in middle school we had this substitute as a teacher
He was very old, black and in a wheal chair. He tried to start a conversation with me and he assume I was an illegal because how brown I am and tried to joke around saying “well buddy you know I can turn you in for some cash ahahaha” back then I didn’t know what he meant. Now I do and I am confused why would a teacher say that??? He is more ethnic than me??? Why am I getting treated like an animal???? When I am more whiter than him??????




When I was 17 I had an argument with my pale mestiza sister and she said “at least I’m not fucking black” and I respond coping saying “bbbbut at least I won’t age bad” knowing Deep down that she is right being dark is very unattractive


When I was 18 I started talking to girls online most of them would block me after seeing I’m an ugly brown Mexicans so I started frauding by filter maxxing to give me lighter skins and I got so much better results, especially from girls outside my race


Now in 2026
I have this job and this one ugly male co worker keep telling me how brown I am, that I am basically black even though I’m just light medium brown but I’m sure he only doing this to make fun of me. Constantly getting reminded How dark I am, every single day. It got to me and I realize I need to make a change

I need to become white. So I started bleaching my skin even destroying it. Just to look more human, recently my skin was peeling from it but I don’t care as long if I can become lighter and more beautiful.

it is not about the colour, u just ugly jfl

 

[mexican-]

it is not about the colour, u just ugly jfl

Stop assuming that every self hating ethnic is ugly
I am 6ft bare footed
Have a gf
Have a decent dating life
I’m decent enough to get a relationship

You’re just coping because even I realize that skin/ phenotype matters


How tf are you Bp and still wouldn’t acknowledge the pros about having a good pheno

 

[t3000]

sorry but dnr