Why i'm still a mentalcel while i look good (Reasonable explanation)

[Aviddegree40571]

So basically i used to look like a inbred retard in highschool and got negative reinforcement constantly.

Now that ive ascended (after highschool) i haven't talked to anybody really since. So i cant even get positive reinforcement from somebody at all even after ascending. Brutal but good since im forced to keep improving cause of mental issues making me think im worthless. Also it is a obsession

 

[fluxx]

i was bullied to shreds in middle school
i was a fat nerd retard
now i look better but im an abused dog and im scared of people mainly women especially the ones who bullied me when i was younger

 

[Aviddegree40571]

i was bullied to shreds in middle school
i was a fat nerd retard
now i look better but im an abused dog and im scared of people mainly women especially the ones who bullied me when i was younger

How do you cope with it?

 

[fluxx]

How do you cope with it?

i dont.
i try to cope with video games and movies
and it works for a while but i cant forget that im actually a loser irl

 

[MoggerGaston]

relatable.

i went from truecel to HTN, but when I did eventually socialize a lot and got positive reinforcement, in my mind it became negative due to reminding me of my subhuman past and what I missed out on. Never being able to enjoy my newfound social-potential.

Then went back to rotting and drug-abuse (now).

 

[AlphaLooksmaxxer666]

It happens

 

[Foreverbrad]

I used to be at the bottom of social hierarchy due to being ugly, now I’m MTN and gymcel but I’m still at the bottom due to being brokie cause I was busy doing steroids and “slaying” landwhales while all the normies were getting their money up and all worth at least half a million at my age.