Why is every adult trying to make me kill myself?

[Dorogi]

Any fucking time i talk about what i want to do in the future which i already struggle with they immediatly try to bring it down or they tell me about how much worse life gets as an adult and i dont get the point at all.

For example when my dad asked me what job i wanted to do later i said i wanted to work on an oilrig (fits the avg incel since you can stay away from society, do ur job and gymcel in ur free time) and he immediatly goes to tell me how ass it is and ill hate it trying to make me doubt it.
always takes away that little hope i have left that i can still make something out of my life

 

[crazyguy]

Any fucking time i talk about what i want to do in the future which i already struggle with they immediatly try to bring it down or they tell me about how much worse life gets as an adult and i dont get the point at all.

For example when my dad asked me what job i wanted to do later i said i wanted to work on an oilrig (fits the avg incel since you can stay away from society, do ur job and gymcel in ur free time) and he immediatly goes to tell me how ass it is and ill hate it trying to make me doubt it.
always takes away that little hope i have left that i can still make something out of my life

i agree with you on the first paragraph but hes right, working at an oilrig is ass
you'll be stressing your body out and being a gymcel too will age you a lot

 

[Dorogi]

i agree with you on the first paragraph but hes right, working at an oilrig is ass
you'll be stressing your body out and being a gymcel too will age you a lot

its closest thing that could really fit me. I also wouldnt do it the rest of my life i hate being around people i just want to save up so i can buy land somewhere in the woods and maybe life would be fine that way

 

[Sacrimoon]

Any fucking time i talk about what i want to do in the future which i already struggle with they immediatly try to bring it down or they tell me about how much worse life gets as an adult and i dont get the point at all.

For example when my dad asked me what job i wanted to do later i said i wanted to work on an oilrig (fits the avg incel since you can stay away from society, do ur job and gymcel in ur free time) and he immediatly goes to tell me how ass it is and ill hate it trying to make me doubt it.
always takes away that little hope i have left that i can still make something out of my life

I mean hes kinda right. We’re social creatures bro, doing your job alone every single day is gonna be depressing as fuck in the long run.

 

[crazyguy]

its closest thing that could really fit me. I also wouldnt do it the rest of my life i hate being around people i just want to save up so i can buy land somewhere in the woods and maybe life would be fine that way

would you live alone in the woods?

 

[JohnDon]

Any fucking time i talk about what i want to do in the future which i already struggle with they immediatly try to bring it down or they tell me about how much worse life gets as an adult and i dont get the point at all.

For example when my dad asked me what job i wanted to do later i said i wanted to work on an oilrig (fits the avg incel since you can stay away from society, do ur job and gymcel in ur free time) and he immediatly goes to tell me how ass it is and ill hate it trying to make me doubt it.
always takes away that little hope i have left that i can still make something out of my life

Cause your picking something that doesnt fit you OP, gym fags can't do labor that requires actual energy, your ass would faint on the 1st day nigga, find a different job

 

[Dorogi]

would you live alone in the woods?

Its the only way i can see myself live untill i die of old age. Ive always known that i just cant fit into soceity and cant keep a job and i have had issues with class attendence for years now. If that doesnt work either ill just accept it and kill myself

 

[Arminus]

i agree with you on the first paragraph but hes right, working at an oilrig is ass
you'll be stressing your body out and being a gymcel too will age you a lot

How does it age you if you mind sharing

 

[alexias]

Any fucking time i talk about what i want to do in the future which i already struggle with they immediatly try to bring it down or they tell me about how much worse life gets as an adult and i dont get the point at all.

For example when my dad asked me what job i wanted to do later i said i wanted to work on an oilrig (fits the avg incel since you can stay away from society, do ur job and gymcel in ur free time) and he immediatly goes to tell me how ass it is and ill hate it trying to make me doubt it.
always takes away that little hope i have left that i can still make something out of my life

thought like so and i told my parents i wanted to work retail for as long as possible, i got angry when ever an adult made fun of me, i did it for 3 months and will never do an job like that again

 

[JohnDon]

Its the only way i can see myself live untill i die of old age. Ive always known that i just cant fit into soceity and cant keep a job and i have had issues with class attendence for years now. If that doesnt work either ill just accept it and kill myself

Suicide = cuck way of dying

 

[Dorogi]

Cause your picking something that doesnt fit you OP, gym fags can't do labor that requires actual energy, your ass would faint on the 1st day nigga, find a different job

manual labour is the only thing im good at tho lol i always really like it when my grandfather needs help working on the land or something like that

 

[Fridx]

would you live alone in the woods?

My dream tbh

 

[JohnDon]

manual labour is the only thing im good at tho lol i always really like it when my grandfather needs help working on the land or something like that

then why not work on a farm, get urself a farm bro

 

[Fridx]

get urself a farm bro

Dont you have to be rich for that

 

[JohnDon]

Dont you have to be rich for that

Get urself a shitty farm then, nothing big just a simple one that you can enjoy

 

[Dorogi]

I mean hes kinda right. We’re social creatures bro, doing your job alone every single day is gonna be depressing as fuck in the long run.

Being around people is depressing for me i legit feel like everything around me is fake when im around people either that or i just get straight clowned on unless they dont know me and i act like some basic NPC

 

[Dorogi]

then why not work on a farm, get urself a farm bro

Yeah a small piece of land out in the woods after i saved up enough money from work (oil rigs pay a lot) that was the idea

 

[JohnDon]

Yeah a small piece of land out in the woods after i saved up enough money from work (oil rigs pay a lot) that was the idea

That's a good dream/plan, hope you get that farm maybe even a wife and live a long and happy life bro

 

[Dorogi]

That's a good dream/plan, hope you get that farm maybe even a wife and live a long and happy life bro

Thx bhai ik there is a lot of problems with it lol but its a nicer thing to think about than that id have to kill myself when i turn 18

 

[crazyguy]

How does it age you if you mind sharing

youre working on something physically demanding for 12 hours and then going to the gym
youre stressing your body out because of the constant physical labor, which means youre aging yourself

Its the only way i can see myself live untill i die of old age. Ive always known that i just cant fit into soceity and cant keep a job and i have had issues with class attendence for years now. If that doesnt work either ill just accept it and kill myself

so you'd live for example until youre 75 in the woods, completely alone?

 

[JohnDon]

Thx bhai ik there is a lot of problems with it lol but its a nicer thing to think about than that id have to kill myself when i turn 18

In all seriousness I unironically hope you the best, get that farm, that foid, those kids, and don't kill yourself nigga

 

[Arminus]

youre working on something physically demanding for 12 hours and then going to the gym
youre stressing your body out because of the constant physical labor, which means youre aging yourself


so you'd live for example until youre 75 in the woods, completely alone?

True bro I don’t wanna age badly is blue collar worth it

 

[FiendFiend]

Any fucking time i talk about what i want to do in the future which i already struggle with they immediatly try to bring it down or they tell me about how much worse life gets as an adult and i dont get the point at all.

For example when my dad asked me what job i wanted to do later i said i wanted to work on an oilrig (fits the avg incel since you can stay away from society, do ur job and gymcel in ur free time) and he immediatly goes to tell me how ass it is and ill hate it trying to make me doubt it.
always takes away that little hope i have left that i can still make something out of my life

honestly i dont fucking like adults at all man, i wish my work had guys and girls in their 20s and teens working there too its unbearable working with old farts who smoke 1000 ciggs

 

[Dorogi]

so you'd live for example until youre 75 in the woods, completely alone?

Yeah i like being alone in the forest its diffeent to being alone in my room for me i dont know why.
Itd be nice if i could live with friends and family maybe a wife but my situation makes that impossible.

 

[karmacita901]

Any fucking time i talk about what i want to do in the future which i already struggle with they immediatly try to bring it down or they tell me about how much worse life gets as an adult and i dont get the point at all.

For example when my dad asked me what job i wanted to do later i said i wanted to work on an oilrig (fits the avg incel since you can stay away from society, do ur job and gymcel in ur free time) and he immediatly goes to tell me how ass it is and ill hate it trying to make me doubt it.
always takes away that little hope i have left that i can still make something out of my life

Oil rig mogs if you can handle it

Few people can actually handle it tho

If you get hurt or sick, its not like u can just go home yo ass in the middle of the fucking ocean

 

[Dorogi]

In all seriousness I unironically hope you the best, get that farm, that foid, those kids, and don't kill yourself nigga

Thanks bro i wish you the best too

 

[JohnDon]

Yeah i like being alone in the forest its diffeent to being alone in my room for me i dont know why.
Itd be nice if i could live with friends and family maybe a wife but my situation makes that impossible.

What's ur situation rn?

 

[Dorogi]

Oil rig mogs if you can handle it

Few people can actually handle it tho

If you get hurt or sick, its not like u can just go home yo ass in the middle of the fucking ocean

It mogs for me mainly because i found that mainly long term shit wears me down no matter the intensity.

I could do a contract of a few monthd on an oil rig just fine and just do that until i have my money saved up to buy land and dissapear

 

[karmacita901]

i agree with you on the first paragraph but hes right, working at an oilrig is ass
you'll be stressing your body out and being a gymcel too will age you a lot

being a gymcel doesnt age u unless you are abusing roids

especially if your overall stress levels go down as a result of gymcelling its almost always a net positive

 

[crazyguy]

True bro I don’t wanna age badly is blue collar worth it

its never worth it
like i said, youre always stressing your body out and theres also the possibility of you getting injured. it might be small but there are quite a lot of blue collar jobs where a single mistake could paralyze you or even kill you

thats why you gotta study at a uni or find an alternative way of getting money (content creation, investing, etc.)

 

[karmacita901]

It mogs for me mainly because i found that mainly long term shit wears me down no matter the intensity.

I could do a contract of a few monthd on an oil rig just fine and just do that until i have my money saved up to buy land and dissapear

I aint never seen a rig worker who was under 75kg tho, are u sure u can pass the physical rn

 

[Dorogi]

What's ur situation rn?

I just cant live a "stable" life its hard to explain.

I dont keep friendships for a long time and i certainly cant live as a useful member of soceity. Thats why i will live alone

 

[Dorogi]

I aint never seen a rig worker who was under 75kg tho, are u sure u can pass the physical rn

i might not be heavy but im stronger than the avg guy my age (mogged my 88kg 6'1 friend at the gym with every single lift today) im just really lean. Im also going to work as an electrician there so that would make strenght matter even less

 

[JohnDon]

I just cant live a "stable" life its hard to explain.

I dont keep friendships for a long time and i certainly cant live as a useful member of soceity. Thats why i will live alone

Maybe try to find a relationship over a friendship? Find a woman like you bro, unironically if you truly don't fit in with society atleast find someone you can live with and enjoy your life

 

[Dorogi]

Maybe try to find a relationship over a friendship? Find a woman like you bro, unironically if you truly don't fit in with society atleast find someone you can live with and enjoy your life

Yeah maybe but its really unlikely ill ever find some tradwife willing to live alone in the forest away from everyone so thats why i dont count on it. Im trying to do a bit of dating and the lovey dovey shit while im still in my teens so i atleast experienced it and then move on.

Havent had any succes but if im to high inhib to aproach girls ill just make an NT insta account and post my gymcel pics there in hopes some ovulating foid will react

 

[JohnDon]

Yeah maybe but its really unlikely ill ever find some tradwife willing to live alone in the forest away from everyone so thats why i dont count on it. Im trying to do a bit of dating and the lovey dovey shit while im still in my teens so i atleast experienced it and then move on

Wouldn't say a "trad wife" more or less someone like you, find yourself a woman that's as autistic as you, find someone like you.

 

[crazyguy]

being a gymcel doesnt age u unless you are abusing roids

especially if your overall stress levels go down as a result of gymcelling its almost always a net positive

being a gymcel and an oil rig worker will certainly age you

oil rig workers have 12h shifts
the amount of sleep an adult needs is 8h
youve got 4 hours to do stuff and youre choosing the gym?

also, lets not forget that its 12 hours of PHYSICAL labor
you cant just work 12 hours and then add another hour or 2 of working out, its basically 13 hours of straight exercise

 

[Dorogi]

Wouldn't say a "trad wife" more or less someone like you, find yourself a woman that's as autistic as you, find someone like you.

Hard to find tho.

Most aspies actually function really well in school and the "system" they just dont socialize very well. Thats also why i dont think im an aspie i never related to one in my life and function better socially among NT people

 

[JohnDon]

Hard to find tho.

Most aspies actually function really well in school and the "system" they just dont socialize very well. Thats also why i dont think im an aspie i never related to one in my life and function better socially among NT people

Well you should try to find someone who thinks like you then. Just do you until you bump into someone i guess.

 

[karmacita901]

being a gymcel and an oil rig worker will certainly age you

oil rig workers have 12h shifts
the amount of sleep an adult needs is 8h
youve got 4 hours to do stuff and youre choosing the gym?

also, lets not forget that its 12 hours of PHYSICAL labor
you cant just work 12 hours and then add another hour or 2 of working out, its basically 13 hours of straight exercise

How do you even go to the gym on the rig

Do they got squat racks on the rig?

The few times I was doing 60+ hours a week, I had to cut my workouts down to only monday and saturday, because i was falling asleep so early, it was stagnation hell

 

[foidslayer61]

Any fucking time i talk about what i want to do in the future which i already struggle with they immediatly try to bring it down or they tell me about how much worse life gets as an adult and i dont get the point at all.

For example when my dad asked me what job i wanted to do later i said i wanted to work on an oilrig (fits the avg incel since you can stay away from society, do ur job and gymcel in ur free time) and he immediatly goes to tell me how ass it is and ill hate it trying to make me doubt it.
always takes away that little hope i have left that i can still make something out of my life

True doctors Not Doing what they are told to has me fuming aswell
Just give me my Medication and help me out with Problems
Now I have to Order from india

 

[Tealovingfool]

"You dont know stress" nigga is life gets any worse im hanging myself

 

[crazyguy]

How do you even go to the gym on the rig

Do they got squat racks on the rig?

The few times I was doing 60+ hours a week, I had to cut my workouts down to only monday and saturday, because i was falling asleep so early, it was stagnation hell

exactly
what hes suggesting is damn near impossible to do
he has to wake up, go to work, work for 12 hours, go back home, do stuff at home, go to the gym, go back home and sleep

even if he had more than 4 hours of free time, he'd still be too tired to do anything after work n gym

 

[Dorogi]

"You dont know stress" nigga is life gets any worse im hanging myself

Real bro that shit throws me off so bad. It prob aint larp either since adults are always so bitter and depressed.

My mom shouted at me something about killing herself a few times (when shes mad the truth comes out) it was a while ago but that made me realize that everyone is unhappy with their lives and it wont just get better

 

[Dorogi]

exactly
what hes suggesting is damn near impossible to do
he has to wake up, go to work, work for 12 hours, go back home, do stuff at home, go to the gym, go back home and sleep

even if he had more than 4 hours of free time, he'd still be too tired to do anything after work n gym

Idk bro i saw that from a few videos a guy that works on an oil rig made.
Maybe its all bullshit and everuthing will end up where i always thought it would but i hope not

 

[abcd]

Same tbh my parents discourage me whenever I tell them about something I wanna do, all they want is for me to go to uni which I understand but I don't wanna do that rn, I just won't put any work in and fail

 

[abcd]

thought like so and i told my parents i wanted to work retail for as long as possible, i got angry when ever an adult made fun of me, i did it for 3 months and will never do an job like that again

Why would you want to work retail tho

 

[alexias]

Why would you want to work retail tho

Idk it seemed appealing to me so i can improve my social skills

 

[abcd]

Idk it seemed appealing to me so i can improve my social skills

That makes sense. I've been working as a bartender for 9 months now and I was hoping it would do the same, and maybe it has improved my social skills and reduced social anxiety a bit but I've also understood that I'm naturally an introvert and just don't care about talking to random people that much, it's not like I'm suddenly gonna become some extravert life of the party mf because that's just not me and that's fine.

 

[alexias]

That makes sense. I've been working as a bartender for 9 months now and I was hoping it would do the same, and maybe it has improved my social skills and reduced social anxiety a bit but I've also understood that I'm naturally an introvert and just don't care about talking to random people that much, it's not like I'm suddenly gonna become some extravert life of the party mf because that's just not me and that's fine.

Yeah if you notice, you are wayyyy better at talking to people and starting the conversation, there's also that idgaf mindset about what you say now whereas before you would overthink what you wanted to say, generally thats what I noticed working in retail