user20266741
Diamond
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All of the people that are "close" to me are always lowkey hating on my goals and want to be better than me. My "good" friends sends pictures that highlights my flaws to make me more insecure. They still feel the need to show theyre better than me. One of my best friends and even my little brother watches bp edits on tintok and theyre squinting when their talking to me, so cringe.
Everybody want themself to be above me, and doesn't want me to succeed. I can feel the enjoyment my friends gas when they realise they look better than me or are better than me at something, and the other way around. People get upset when im put in a more beneficial situation than them even tho they werent upset before.
The only genuine support ive ever felt gettibg is for example random people on here wishing me well.
Everyone are so egoistic.
Sorry for terrible writing, wrote fast.
Everybody want themself to be above me, and doesn't want me to succeed. I can feel the enjoyment my friends gas when they realise they look better than me or are better than me at something, and the other way around. People get upset when im put in a more beneficial situation than them even tho they werent upset before.
The only genuine support ive ever felt gettibg is for example random people on here wishing me well.
Everyone are so egoistic.
Sorry for terrible writing, wrote fast.