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maw_of_the_void
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I find myself in a very difficult point in my life right now. Everything is dull, the only way i feel anything is if i get blackout drunk or hurt myself by punching stuff and seeing myself bleed. It sounds very cringe and repetitive “i dont feel anything so i hurt myself” but i understand it now.
Most guys are frustrated and depressed bcs of girls but they are dull and boring too. Everyone has the same personality, listens to the same music, does the same stuff. Its all so repetitive i feel sick even thinking about it. I have nothing to strive for. All i wanna do is sleep and wait for something to happen.
Even when i have sex it doesnt matter if she’s attractive or not, all i want to do after it happens is for her to leave bcs i cant stand them anymore. I am not suicidal but i do feel like something needs to change, and fast. Because i dont know how much longer i can live like this.
Most guys are frustrated and depressed bcs of girls but they are dull and boring too. Everyone has the same personality, listens to the same music, does the same stuff. Its all so repetitive i feel sick even thinking about it. I have nothing to strive for. All i wanna do is sleep and wait for something to happen.
Even when i have sex it doesnt matter if she’s attractive or not, all i want to do after it happens is for her to leave bcs i cant stand them anymore. I am not suicidal but i do feel like something needs to change, and fast. Because i dont know how much longer i can live like this.