Why its trully over for me. What blackpill did to me

Pietrosiek

Pietrosiek

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When i read this thread for a first time, in the bad, listening to music, i started fucking crying. I cried becouse 2 dudes on other sides of planet posted pics of their eyes.
I can't watch movies with gl actors. I cant listen to jokes of gl dudes. Theres 3.9 bilion of man in the world and i cant accept that someone will mog me. Even smallest mog make me angry. I cant enjoy ANYTHING, becouse theres someone gl that i would need to look at. Im angry becouse in f1 theres nico hulkenberg (actually was in 2019 season) who is gl.

This is reason why its over. Im obsesed. Mentally ill. Im brainwashed by blackpill. Dont get me wrong, blackpill is reall. But becouse of how emotional person i am, it made me obsesed about it. Even one good feature in a dude make me thing like hes chad. You can imagine how it afftect my mood. IM SO ANGRY, I SEE GL MAN EVERYWHERE. 5psl guy talking to foid, or just even sitting alone make me so ragefull. I somehow cant take that i cant be only one guy in whole earth who is attractive for foids. I know that, but subconsciously i cant accept that. I cant accept that foids, (if they find me attractive anyhow) view me same way i view foids that im attracted to, as one of those i want to fuck, not only one.

There you have it. Its very bad with me. Crying over gl dudes at internet, irl, obsesion with my looks (i dont just realize that look does matter, i take many pics daily, look at every reflection and i want more, if i could i would take selfies every hour and stare at the mirror half of the day). Add sexual frustration up on that. I saw so many hot foids today. So many. I think about sex all the time. Before sleeping i think about sex. When i wake up, in school, while getting back from school etc. All of those things destroy me inside. I just wonder how i will cope and survive. I have no energy to do anything.
 
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try to fix your skin atleast
 
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dn read
 
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DiXRpmBUwAArY 7
 
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get an escort
fix your skin
done
 
 
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Pietrosiek said:
you didnt read
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you envy gl people and the girls they get but when you get a clear skin and try to be NT you can easily get a gf = all problems solved
an escort would be a temporary solution till you get a gf
 
Ruby said:
you envy gl people and the girls they get but when you get a clear skin and try to be NT you can easily get a gf = all problems solved
an escort would be a temporary solution till you get a gf
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60000reichsmarks
 
Didn't read inject T
 
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Ruby said:
you envy gl people and the girls they get but when you get a clear skin and try to be NT you can easily get a gf = all problems solved
an escort would be a temporary solution till you get a gf
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no. Getting gf is not a solve to my problem. I wont accept just one foid. I wont accpet that there are other gl man, i wont accept that im not only one guy in whole fucking world that my gf find attractive. Thats what i mean. I hate everything what is nt. I hate parties, drugs, alcohol, party music etc. I will still see 4psl guy with good eyes but rest of the face fucked as chad, becouse of his eyes. Im blind on that. I just realized that. I cant also talk to foids becouse knowing their nature made me super ragefull when i need to do that. I dont want gf btw, i want to spend time alone but i want other people to spend thier times alone too. I dont want to ge to the party, i want other man to not go to the party. I dont want foids, i want other dudes to not get foids.
 
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ur underrated bro seriously. just hump on retin a DAILY. and lose that motherfucker face bloat. you will become mog machine 1% .
 
Pietrosiek said:
no. Getting gf is not a solve to my problem. I wont accept just one foid. I wont accpet that there are other gl man, i wont accept that im not only one guy in whole fucking world that my gf find attractive. Thats what i mean. I hate everything what is nt. I hate parties, drugs, alcohol, party music etc. I will still see 4psl guy with good eyes but rest of the face fucked as chad, becouse of his eyes. Im blind on that. I just realized that. I cant also talk to foids becouse knowing their nature made me super ragefull when i need to do that. I dont want gf btw, i want to spend time alone but i want other people to spend thier times alone too. I dont want to ge to the party, i want other man to not go to the party. I dont want foids, i want other dudes to not get foids.
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i know how you feel
you will probably get over it
 
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Ruby said:
i know how you feel
you will probably get over it
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idk man. I doubt that. Im so emotional, even if i had gf and i would cought her TALKING to other dude i would just beat and leave her. Im so jealous of everything. Like i said before, i somehow cant accpet that im just one of 3.9 bilion of man in the world, not the chosen one god.
 
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Rope
 
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So this is the good threads that u wanted to post after the unban?
 
SirGey said:
So this is the good threads that u wanted to post after the unban?
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no, i have one thread about mentality and maybe i will do thread about fighting
 
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Be chad or die
 
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it'll get better over time, i had a similar phase
 
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I don’t mind other men getting foids as long as they keep it to themselves.
 
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BrettyBoy said:
I don’t mind other men getting foids as long as they keep it to themselves.
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i'm opposite. I want foids only for myslef. I know its unrealistic but subconsciously i cant acceot that.
 
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That is not the result of the blackpill only, that is the result of a grown Male never having sex or female validation or never even talking to one for years. It's not how we were meant to live, sex is a biological requirement, it creates wars. Get a gf and this will (probably) all go away. I'm like a pot calling the kettle black though. :feelswhy: :feelswhy: :feelswhy:
 
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Catawampus said:
That is not the result of the blackpill only, that is the result of a grown Male never having sex or female validation or never even talking to one for years. It's not how we were meant to live, sex is a biological requirement, it creates wars. Get a gf and this will (probably) all go away. I'm like a pot calling the kettle black though. :feelswhy: :feelswhy: :feelswhy:
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I dont want gf. I would need to be social, nt, go out with her, do stuff with her that i dont like. Also im getting crazy when theres better looking dude in the area. If i would go to party and there would be gl guy i wount just go crazy.
 
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Pietrosiek said:
I dont want gf. I would need to be social, nt, go out with her, do stuff with her that i dont like. Also im getting crazy when theres better looking dude in the area. If i would go to party and there would be gl guy i wount just go crazy.
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If it's that bad I would seriously consider taking a break from psl.
 
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Catawampus said:
If it's that bad I would seriously consider taking a break from psl.
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i cant enjoy anything with gl dudes. Thats what i mean. Im so fucking obsesed. I cry becouse dudes on internet posted pics of their eye areas. They live in other places in the world but im still getting mad af. Its in my head so deeply.
 
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Pietrosiek said:
i cant enjoy anything with gl dudes. Thats what i mean. Im so fucking obsesed. I cry becouse dudes on internet posted pics of their eye areas. They live in other places in the world but im still getting mad af. Its in my head so deeply.
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Leave this site asap
 
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Leave this site asap
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i love this site to much, even if i would go, blackpill would stay in my head rent free. Before blackpill i thought that im gl, i was happy. I always was emotional and narcy. Since i've got blackpilled my mood went down so much. I didnt cared about not getting foids that much becouse i thought like that ''im very gl, theres no way im not hot af. I was just super aspie. Now im going mgtow, strong sigma male.'' And i was fucking staring at foids becouse i thought that they all want my cock. I thought that they ghost every dude just to look at me. I was really suprised when i found out that they didnt. When i realized that there are better looking dudes than me (quite a lot of them exactly) and what does happpen in the parties i was in utter disbelive. I was really shocked.
 
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take a break dawg
 
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Pietrosiek said:
i love this site to much, even if i would go, blackpill would stay in my head rent free. Before blackpill i thought that im gl, i was happy. I always was emotional and narcy. Since i've got blackpilled my mood went down so much. I didnt cared about not getting foids that much becouse i thought like that ''im very gl, theres no way im not hot af. I was just super aspie. Now im going mgtow, strong sigma male.'' And i was fucking staring at foids becouse i thought that they all want my cock. I thought that they ghost every dude just to look at me. I was really suprised when i found out that they didnt. When i realized that there are better looking dudes than me (quite a lot of them exactly) and what does happpen in the parties i was in utter disbelive. I was really shocked.
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Sad shit man
 
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Pietrosiek said:
When i read this thread for a first time, in the bad, listening to music, i started fucking crying. I cried becouse 2 dudes on other sides of planet posted pics of their eyes.
I can't watch movies with gl actors. I cant listen to jokes of gl dudes. Theres 3.9 bilion of man in the world and i cant accept that someone will mog me. Even smallest mog make me angry. I cant enjoy ANYTHING, becouse theres someone gl that i would need to look at. Im angry becouse in f1 theres nico hulkenberg (actually was in 2019 season) who is gl.

This is reason why its over. Im obsesed. Mentally ill. Im brainwashed by blackpill. Dont get me wrong, blackpill is reall. But becouse of how emotional person i am, it made me obsesed about it. Even one good feature in a dude make me thing like hes chad. You can imagine how it afftect my mood. IM SO ANGRY, I SEE GL MAN EVERYWHERE. 5psl guy talking to foid, or just even sitting alone make me so ragefull. I somehow cant take that i cant be only one guy in whole earth who is attractive for foids. I know that, but subconsciously i cant accept that. I cant accept that foids, (if they find me attractive anyhow) view me same way i view foids that im attracted to, as one of those i want to fuck, not only one.

There you have it. Its very bad with me. Crying over gl dudes at internet, irl, obsesion with my looks (i dont just realize that look does matter, i take many pics daily, look at every reflection and i want more, if i could i would take selfies every hour and stare at the mirror half of the day). Add sexual frustration up on that. I saw so many hot foids today. So many. I think about sex all the time. Before sleeping i think about sex. When i wake up, in school, while getting back from school etc. All of those things destroy me inside. I just wonder how i will cope and survive. I have no energy to do anything.
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u are a mogger bro
 
shut up why are u on a looksmaxxing forum with over 18 thousand posts when you havent even tried doing anything at all about your shitty skin, instead u make stupid threads like this jfl
 
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Pietrosiek said:
oh shit here we cope again


his front wasnt bad
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bro u arent bad looking and ur tall and big just fix skin and chew i what is ur psl rate its prob same as mine cause ur pretty sexy form what ive seen in ur distorted phone pics
 
Swolepenisman said:
bro u arent bad looking and ur tall and big just fix skin and chew i what is ur psl rate its prob same as mine cause ur pretty sexy form what ive seen in ur distorted phone pics
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Swolepenisman said:
fix skin and youll be mid tier normie fix lower third and high tier normie
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i look like truecel here. Lower third is not my problem, lips and nose are. In this pic i look 2.5psl. As low as not deformed can go
 
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