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As I have steadily lost weight, I am a few pounds under 205 lbs right now. It has become obvious that even reaching LTN is impossible for me. My flaws are listed below.
1. Asymmetrical eyes
(this is a big one but unnoticed by people who saw my pics), I was offered the option of doing orbital decompression on my right eye with Dr. Taban and didn't take it, due to the risk, I sincerely regret this decision since it could have potentially brought my eyes to average looking. The eye asymmetry is far more noticeable in motion especially when I look down.
2. Eyebrows
I am currently using latisse and do notice small improvements my eyebrows are little thicker, darker and longer, it also has the effect of opening up the eyes more, but it will make the eye coloring darker, which is a negative since I have extremely dark eyes already. Nevertheless it's obvious I won't be getting attractive eyebrows. anytime soon.
3. Nose
Big failo, mostly the tip is bulbous and overly thick. But overall nose is too wide, this feature actually got deformed by puberty, I had a normal looking nose as a kid.
4. Lips
Small and thin, now I am actually getting wrinkles on my lower lip, some chapping too but that can be easily fixed. Also have a small black spot on my lower lip, which can be seen close up, which appeared a few years ago, no wonder girls are disgusted at the idea of kissing me.
5. Downward growth
My midface is a little long this is actually unattractive even in kid photos I see downward growth especially going from a baby to a kid. This was probably caused by my improper bite and lack of mewing and proper tongue posture.
6. Overly wide and blocky face
Even at a lower body fat, my face still looks bloated, because my bones are overly wide and lack definition. Even with the surgery improving my angularity, the implant was too thick which further worsens the issue. It looks somewhat unnatural.
7. recessed mandible/short face syndrome
This deharmonizes my face, further worsening the apperance of my midface and eye area. Other than that it's repulsive to look at.
This doesn't even include issues with my hair, skin and facial hair, which will always be there even after softmaxxing. As you can see I have issues with every single feature, poor facial harmony and bone structure. Surgery can't correct all these issues in a natural and attractive way. Even with all the surgeries needed to correct every one of these issues which will be extremely expensive probably around 80k total, not including other costs, and the perfect outcome I can't reach greater than LTN or at best low MTN. But due to the failure of such surgeries and the lack of a decent base, I would likely remain sub LTN as I am now and potentially disfigured or suffering functional issues.
As such there's no hope of ascenscion or even being treated normally by people, especially women, the whole world will continue being disgusted by me due to my appearance and there's no way out but death. Nevertheless I will lose the weight, keep doing latisse for at least 6 weeks and go on accutane. I might consider getting electrolysis for my underneck hair, but it's likely to be expensive and useless.
1. Asymmetrical eyes
(this is a big one but unnoticed by people who saw my pics), I was offered the option of doing orbital decompression on my right eye with Dr. Taban and didn't take it, due to the risk, I sincerely regret this decision since it could have potentially brought my eyes to average looking. The eye asymmetry is far more noticeable in motion especially when I look down.
2. Eyebrows
I am currently using latisse and do notice small improvements my eyebrows are little thicker, darker and longer, it also has the effect of opening up the eyes more, but it will make the eye coloring darker, which is a negative since I have extremely dark eyes already. Nevertheless it's obvious I won't be getting attractive eyebrows. anytime soon.
3. Nose
Big failo, mostly the tip is bulbous and overly thick. But overall nose is too wide, this feature actually got deformed by puberty, I had a normal looking nose as a kid.
4. Lips
Small and thin, now I am actually getting wrinkles on my lower lip, some chapping too but that can be easily fixed. Also have a small black spot on my lower lip, which can be seen close up, which appeared a few years ago, no wonder girls are disgusted at the idea of kissing me.
5. Downward growth
My midface is a little long this is actually unattractive even in kid photos I see downward growth especially going from a baby to a kid. This was probably caused by my improper bite and lack of mewing and proper tongue posture.
6. Overly wide and blocky face
Even at a lower body fat, my face still looks bloated, because my bones are overly wide and lack definition. Even with the surgery improving my angularity, the implant was too thick which further worsens the issue. It looks somewhat unnatural.
7. recessed mandible/short face syndrome
This deharmonizes my face, further worsening the apperance of my midface and eye area. Other than that it's repulsive to look at.
This doesn't even include issues with my hair, skin and facial hair, which will always be there even after softmaxxing. As you can see I have issues with every single feature, poor facial harmony and bone structure. Surgery can't correct all these issues in a natural and attractive way. Even with all the surgeries needed to correct every one of these issues which will be extremely expensive probably around 80k total, not including other costs, and the perfect outcome I can't reach greater than LTN or at best low MTN. But due to the failure of such surgeries and the lack of a decent base, I would likely remain sub LTN as I am now and potentially disfigured or suffering functional issues.
As such there's no hope of ascenscion or even being treated normally by people, especially women, the whole world will continue being disgusted by me due to my appearance and there's no way out but death. Nevertheless I will lose the weight, keep doing latisse for at least 6 weeks and go on accutane. I might consider getting electrolysis for my underneck hair, but it's likely to be expensive and useless.
